Hi, my name is Varuna, I am 37yrs old and I was born in Mauritius but I live in Brussels for 20yrs now. I came across Desteni 3 days ago, just by luck I guess. I was on youtube looking for videos about urband legends, ghosts, angels, anything that is mysterious and then I started looking for new stuff on Reptilians (most of them was always bad stuff) then I started reviewing the Lacerta Interview, which I already knew the content but it was just to pass time on some good advice but knowing the contents bored me after 15mins. Then I thought to myself ''Hmm, wouldn't it just be nice to have a concrete new view about them'', that is when after 2 or 3 mins looking for something new, that I came across one of the Desteni videos about the Reptilians. How did I find it? I do not know, it was as if I was guided there, I started watching it but something caught my eye, a video by Desteni on alcohol, which is my problem for the moment. I have been heavy drinking for about 3 years now and 3 weeks ago my sister brought me to the hospital to have me cured, I never talked about it to my family, I didn't want to be a burden, but now I see that I was wrong. Anyway, now I decided that I wanted out of my alcoholism and that video made me realise more. This is the first time that I am registering to a forum and I am glad that I waited so long to register to the one forum that I believe is suited for me. Specially I am able to start applying ''Self forgiveness'' in my living. There is a lot to understand but I do believe that I am lucky to have found what I was searching for, for years now. Each article I read is a beautiful moment, thank you.