Hello, I am Matt

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Hoping I get this rite: Don't want a bad first contrabution. After reading a few other intros I guess I'll give a bit about me and some other things maybe I'd like to obtain from the desteni community.

I was born christian and followed it blindly, and that was just how it was and I being a child had no place to refuse what I was taught. Then agin why would I? Why would a child deny going to heaven? I certainly never remember wishing to deny santa clause and all of his wonderfull gifts, but sadly childhood seems to consist of people manipulating you and then claiming it to be in all in good fun or for your best intrest. Intresting that your "best intrests" are choosen for you as a child before you can even develop or even know what is truely "best"
Anyways I fell away from the religon after showing detest of the church and the bible studies I had to deal with. My mother had only followed the belief and the idea of forcing it on me because of her parents, and she saw no reason to go through the trouble of driving a whinning child to and from bible lessons, so it ended.
During the age of 12-13 I exsperinced my youth rebillion; witch Im glad to say was short lived and nothing outstanding really happened to get me into trouble or set a bad realationship with anyone colse to me. I look back and I can see how I was manipulated. Buillies, friends, social status, and my family. They all contributed to making me who I was and I was too naive at the time to know to do better, or want to do better for that matter. The silly things I said, and the way I treated others was so dumb to me know, and Im happy I've made it through the social growth faze I would call it, but that was only the begging,
14-15(current age) I had to deal with the spiritual growth faze. After gaining the respect of my friends, and the control of who I was and how I acted among friends and people and everything else. I suppose I began to consiquently seek more out of life. I no longer wished or cared about the social pyramid and my place in it, but I began to consider the sould/spirit pyramid, and my place in the "big" picture, because social status is short lived, and you just gotta go big! Or thats what I was thinking then I suppose. Just searching the internet really shoved a lot of shit down my throat that I'm only now truely understanding the effects it may have had on me phycologically. New age, consperacies, ufo, government(a kid in my age shouldnt even bother), phycodylics, pot, meditation, eastern philosophy, porno, and so and so and so on. Im sure you can get the jest of what one might wander onto when searching for some big message or purpose through Youtube
I guess I was just living my life and in a sence what I belived was just somthing behind the scenes. Maybe I'd share somthing outlandish that I had found with someone because to me it was a big deal and people should know. Maybe I was selfish and wished to keep my cool new knowlage to myself. Either way It just wasnt rite. I went through pot and got out. I've tried lsd and theres nothing substantial to it. It just passes the time thats all, and thats not what I want to live for. I tried meditation and sure I got to god head or whatever you'll call it, but what have a truely been doing? I honestly can't say that I know what it's all done to me and maybe destini will help me find out.
So theres a good smack to my face of what I have went through that has all realativly lead me to the realatation that desini has brought me. Made me ask why do I need this huge spirit that can do magic and astral travel? Hell tv aint bad enough I've gotta go make up ridiculious adventures in the dream realm now? Equality has stuck to me more then I can say any of the other stuff has. I don't wish to say I'm going off a hunch in that sence; but that is how it began. Now I can say I've been spending much time watching destini videos and studying material and I'm happy to say that my hunch is now a conciece decesion based off what I have learned and observed.
So now I'm here young and restless, and more then ready to redem the actions I've made and be any support that I can for destini.

I am Matthew, Stone
I am fifteen
And I am one vote for equailty

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Hi Matt, thanks a lot for your introduction, and for your decision to join here. Equality is in fact normal, the normal way to live on Earth. I;m glad you see this. Desteni is a cool assistance and support for self to be able to stand for and as Equality in the world. Enjoy the forum.

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Hey Matt:) Welcome to the forum!
Intresting that your "best intrests" are choosen for you as a child before you can even develop or even know what is truely "best"


Well said! You got a facebook page btw?
Made me ask why do I need this huge spirit that can do magic and astral travel? Hell tv aint bad enough I've gotta go make up ridiculious adventures in the dream realm now?
Yeah that is also what I realised. It's really rediculous if we look at certain thoughts of specialness we had during our life. Imagine if everyone would speak those out loud. Haha, I think many would be pretty embarassed. Like suddenly a guy walks past you saying "wow, people must see the force resonating from me, they will see that I am special" :mrgreen: .It is like we dont even realise what we are thinking and how fucked up it sometimes is. That is why writing it down or speaking it out can be greatly assisting. Because then you start to take responsebility for it and face what you are actually doing. WHen it is in our minds, and we go with it, we tend not to notice this because we have accepted it as who we are.

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Hi Matt - cool you are here!
and Hurrah! for the internet - because when I was young there were not that much sources - besides books maybe - so I've spend many years having a hard time with myself because I didn't really fit in - and felt inferior because of that because I was the one with the strange thoughts etc. So I think it is very cool nowadays youngsters can find so much information and communicate with people all over the world.

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greets Matt!

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Ann wrote:Well said! You got a facebook page btw?
Yes I do. I belive that it now has my paige underneath my egg, but I only joined yesterday so I'm still working things out. Hopefully I have figured out how to quote things the rite way.

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Your link to your FaceBook page isn't correct yet - it should be like http://www.facebook.com/ingrid.bloem (the red is where your FB name should be)

If you like you could also place the link to your FaceBook page below your posts. For that you'll have to open 'signature' in your users control panel under "profile' and place the following:

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[url=http://www.facebook.com/ingrid.bloem]my Facebook Profile[/url] 


Again: change ingrid.bloem in your own FB page name.

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Intresting that your "best intrests" are choosen for you as a child before you can even develop or even know what is truely "best"
Awesome Matt - Cool that you are seeing how pre-programmed and pre-destined we all are and how Desteni assists with tools to stop.

Welcome here :)

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Hi Matt! Cool introduction, I can relate to what you've been going through as that was very similar to my 'path' before Desteni wherein I realized I could throw away all knowledge .

Enjoy being here.


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