Introducing myself- finding Desteni, the journey to self

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Jozien
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Introducing myself- finding Desteni, the journey to self

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Hi Jozien here!

When I stumbled upon my first video at Desteni back at dec. 2007 I couldn’t have imagine that it would actually be the beginning of the end of ‘me’.

I walked the world matrix quite extensively meaning I did my education, got a professional career, got into relationship, got a child, quit my job to be a stay at home mom. The journey, which led me to this life and this version of me, is the actual process I am walking, to study and investigate my accepted and allowed reality within the Desteni ‘I’ process.

I’ve been raised as a Christian yet my parents were not strict in practising their religion. By the time I was ten or so I really saw that Nope the bible and its interpretation cannot in fact be so. From there the journey of finding ‘The Truth” of me began. The LOA has been an accepted part of my upbringing; my family was very much into self-help books and psychology. I sincerely believed that it was my actual plight to live the fullest potential of me and become the best of me within the context of what I accepted as “getting the best out of me” in this life. I was a seeker and collector of experiences I wanted to experience it all one of my mantra’s was: “I only live once so I must make the best out of it here and now” Little did I know then, that yes this is so yet what one will bring into creation all depends on ones starting-point-lol

Whether it was Yoga, mediation, psychic reading’s, drugs, alcohol, clubbing, travelling etc.. I wanted to experience it all and from a matrix perspective yes so to speak, I did it all. By the time I settled down to be a mom, I stumbled upon the living application of what’s best for all, – Destonians and Practivism.

Initially by reading and watching the material what was standing out for me were the words used and the clarity within the sentences, how the message was scripted. I never heard such clear structured yet living real langue before. Which was remarkable because we all use words, so to be able to use words in such a way that all seems ‘new’ creating a platform to look at this world/reality from a complete different perspective, was mind-blowing and a call for more!

The message of oneness and equality wasn’t hard to grasp – it resonated within me as the absolute truth, which wasn’t debatable.

I was actually seeking for the truth/life we all do other wise we would be content with our current truth which is our life, each individual life is each individual truth. So when one is seeking one is living the confirmation that one’s life is a lie, common sense.

I immediately started waking with, initially through writing because in writing one gives self the opportunity to pull all hidden information about oneself which is inside to the surface, outside. Writing is an amazing tool to self.

It wasn’t an ‘easy’ or ‘funny’ or a tralalala experience I must say it took me a while to stabilise within integrating the tools of Self-Forgiveness, Self-Honesty, 4 count Breathing, Self-Corrective Application into my day-to-day living. Through being consistent in writing and applying the tools on a day-to-day basis I created a platform from where I could walk. This obvious takes time, we’ve been creating ourselves meticulously into specificity and detailed as our accepted expression over a period of time, so walking backwards in space-time in order to walk into corrective application to bring about what’s best for all, will take time and consistent self-willed application.

The forums and the blogs by fellow Destonians have been of invaluable support, I haven’t encountered such a place before where people in self-Honesty are sharing themselves, which takes a lot of courage, discipline and will power, I know from my own experiences what it takes to walk with. My visits to the farm with and without the children have given me a glimpse of what it means/will be like to manifest Heaven on Earth. while being at the Desteni Farm one can experience for a moment to live one and equal to truly support and assist each other as a group. To give All what one wants for themselves, security, safety, comfort which is currently only established and given through money, equal money will end the atrocity so we’ll create a platform from where we will value life as it should have been from the very start.

Initially I wasn’t really walking this process for myself I ‘saw’ my children and the ones yet to come I just had to act on the information and knowledge presented to me.I had to at least give me- and thus my children-an equal opportunity to see for myself what I have become and who I am within what I do.By walking with, I got to a clear and substantial understanding that what I live one and equal as expression will be manifested and the living example for all and for my children, simple!

Being a parent opens up the window of Possibilities and Grace. While interacting with Children one is forced to practically walk instantly, immediately within the moment here – lol No room for introspection, just do it!
While participating with my children, falling and standing up again became a daily living practical action!

In fact the children and the factual relationship with them have been and still is a Real wake up call, a Reality check. Reality as physical substantial manifestation isn’t up to ideas, beliefs, conditions etc..it has completely different laws. Its Direct, Here, Immediately within every moment. It’s useless to be or want to be more than the physical it has been the downfall of man, so time to stand up and walk equality for all as the change we will bring about as the real parents of this world, lets get this done!



Vids that I enjoyed/assisted me!

Blogs to FREEDOM and SELF
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PGls-m9ILcY

Matrix 1 - The SECRET of Humans
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3UF0sTFn ... CC8CAA4E63

This Should not be possible? What about Equal Money for All People?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jObXKvHDvI

Law of Attraction has a HIDDEN Secret no-one Shares.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ykqOliJ- ... re=related

1. Matrix of the Physical -- Man as GOD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2d3OHWpdRBM

Love--why broken hearts never MEND -Part 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRw6CENqg_8

The World Inside Out - as Above so Below
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t61129WmkHY

Love Is Equality
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qZqWmmlQ ... ideo_title

Where do we Come From? STRUCTURE and the ORIGIN of CREATION Alice Bailey AAB PART 1of2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XE4SUqHEvt0

The KEY to ENERGY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NY0QCurC ... re=related

One11 - Why Am I Here on Earth? - A Long, Long Time Ago .......
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5jfTAJ5E ... re=related

History of Mankind(playlist)
http://www.youtube.com/playlist?p=PL244B0D384C1F33B3

Lana
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Re: Introducing myself- finding Desteni, the journey to self

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Jozien wrote: Initially I wasn’t really walking this process for myself I ‘saw’ my children and the ones yet to come I just had to act on the information and knowledge presented to me.I had to at least give me- and thus my children-an equal opportunity to see for myself what I have become and who I am within what I do.By walking with, I got to a clear and substantial understanding that what I live one and equal as expression will be manifested and the living example for all and for my children, simple!

Being a parent opens up the window of Possibilities and Grace. While interacting with Children one is forced to practically walk instantly, immediately within the moment here – lol No room for introspection, just do it!
While participating with my children, falling and standing up again became a daily living practical action!
I can relate. When I started to participate I was also thinking that I owe this to my children to come. Well I didn't know back then if I would ever have children, but initially I was planing having children after a few years of process... but Noa came a bit earlier, whitout asking for my 'plan' for him/us :)

Thanks for sharing Jozien!

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maya rote
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Re: Introducing myself- finding Desteni, the journey to self

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thanks for sharing jozien,
Jozien wrote:The message of oneness and equality wasn’t hard to grasp – it resonated within me as the absolute truth, which wasn’t debatable.
i was just writing my "how i got to desteni" and these are the words i was missing, as simple as that, thanks


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Re: Introducing myself- finding Desteni, the journey to self

Post by Maya »

Hey Joz! Cool Intro, enjoyed reading it!

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