The 'missing out' pattern is one that we all at one time have to deal with. It's even imbedded within a simple choice of do I like to eat an ice cream or a hotdog. The ice cream will fulfill all my sweet dreams, but I will miss out on this salty taste and more rewarding feeling in my stomach, kind of dilemma. So as you can see we tend to make life more complicated due to comparison while there is no need to compare, but instead just choose what's best for that given situation, as in what is best for all. Directing ones life is about living by principle and not living by regret. We've given form to our world, that is in the developed countries, in such a way that there seems to be too much choice, which totally distorts our view on reality. There is no way we can just order a coffee for instance or a simple sandwich, one has to go through these lengthy lists and processes of choosing and believing that this is of importance and has to do with real choice. So we feel we are in utter control within our lives, living our lives 'as suppose to be', and not seeing that we are not taking part in our lives, but merely standing on the sideline.As for sharing my process. My biggest fear to date was that of missing out on the 'preprogrammed life' that I would of easily lived, had I not realized my point of responsibility to this world. Within this I hung on this fantasy that once I experience everything that I fear to miss out on, then I will restart my process to life. Time went on, as expected, and I realized a huge pattern within my life: that after I experienced what I 'need' to 'get it out of my system', so that I may be fully here with no 'what ifs', I can create a million more things that take priority over me 'giving myself up' for life. I tried to do this for a while until I realized, wow, however much I think that I am getting out of this is just complete nonsense and outright abusive lies because the world has not changed for the better whatsoever, nonetheless have my relationships that I have immediate influence. So, I sort of got caught into my place when I realized how mindfucked I got myself: so I am trying to live out my 'could have' life so that I can stop having baggage whenever I try to stand with Desteni, all of which is just going to cause more work and a bigger process to walk within and as Desteni because I was directly involved in creating more dishonesty to the world. Cool that I remembered that I can just stop, forgive myself for taking part in what I know isn't right, and use that as the benchmark for how I am going be different in the future.
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