Hi, my name is Julian Robberts
I am the younger brother of Gian Robberts who has been with Desteni for the past 6 years.
I have been familiar with Desteni and Bernard Poolman since the beginning.
I have always been aware of what Desteni stands for and do, specifically what Bernard has always spoken about.
I have not started my participation within Desteni and this process since I have been aware of it, walking the process with the group and with Bernard as equals because I believed I could do it alone, in my own way. This did not work because I found myself repeating the same shit over and over, and seemed to not get out of it, when in Fact I didn't get out of it. So after many years of seeing/observing and being an observer of reality and how others walking with Desteni has changed their life's I have finally come to my senses/realization that walking as a group is the only way for real change, even thou I walk alone and my process is my own, support and assistance from others walking the same process as it is a vital support system required by all.
It all started the day I visited my Brother on the farm, I can't remember the reason for visiting, but he told me all about the new DIP Lite
course which I found to be very interesting, the mind explained. I started the DIP Lite that night, which led to the event where Gian invited me to join the Desteni farm and we talked this over with Bernard, working and living here, I said yes to the offer because I needed the change of environment, my world had to change, so I was left with 2 months to see if my decision was real, after 6 weak into the 2 months I fell. I fell because I wanted to change on my own, in my own way, with no outside help, so I Quit the DIP Lite and told Gian my decision. I wanted to still believe in a creator outside of myself. So 8 months passed and I realized on my own that nothing was changing. I also in the meaning had a chat with a friend of mine, where we philosophized about God, and the creation of all, this led to the realization that there is no god.
After this realization I went straight to Facebook, asked if the offer still stands, and that I am ready to take self-responsibility. I was given another month to see if I stand by my own decision, and to continue with DIP Lite and have weekly chats with Gian.
Today, I can say I have started my Day 2 of my Blog, the 7 Year Journey to LIFE.