Great that you have joined us on the forum Julian. I've enjoyed watching you settle in at the farm. I joined Desteni for the same reason - I questioned certain points within reality, within myself and speaking back then to Bernard realized that I could change and that there was more to me than what I had become.
Hey Julian - very cool to have you here, and enjoyed your sharing of what brought you here. I could say I 'fell' after my first visit to the farm and thought I could forget all I had been faced with/realized within myself about myself/my mind/our world - yet the truth I could not escape and so made the decision to walk this process for me and all life - as I saw the responsibility I had within myself and within this world. To me - there was nothing left to do in this world then to clean up the mess we've created. Enjoy!