Hello every one!
I didn't realise it was usual to introduce yourself before posting on other forums, sorry about that!
I am Hannah, I am 23 years old, I like to sing, play and write music mostly, but really most of the time i frollick about working in a sweet shop for now. But I still frollick about and sing
I am also very good at drawing and poetry going from my past in this life, but I hardly ever practice them anymore. To be honest now, when I'm not at work or out being places I dont know if I really want to be, then I sit around like a zombie and dont do any of the above that I 'like' or can do, I've noticed recently. I live in Liverpool, Uk. I'm not the best with grammer, but I wouldn't say I'm completely illiterate. I was either 17/18 or 19 when I started the dip lite course and completed it over a year or two... not quite sure. Since then I have dabbled a little bit - You may have seen me crying on the self forgiveness facebook page!
But I hardly ever participate in self forgiveness. For a while I have more or less been carried away by the stories in relation to the dimensions, how things apparently occoured, and beings of the past. I think I may have actually gone mad to be honest. It is in the genes! But recently I'v been trying to forget about the stories and my attatchments to them, the events that occoured and the charactars/beings in the stories. I would say it's quite hard but living slap bang right in the middle of the city/'system', its actually quite easy! To be honest, if you already do know me on here, I've probably got on your nerves at some point with my silence and then sudden mass of 'Bullshit" and questions...
I have questioned destini a lot and also learned to question a lot FROM destni lol, it makes life seem less fun when you're scared of dying and can't stop ondering about all the people dying when people around you seem to not really care at all, but all in all I think it is beneficial for everyone. If you take away all the stories and just use the destini lite tool (or general self forgiveness) to in a way be your own counseller or psychiatrist by looking at the point, looking at your emotions in relation to the point, take a step back and then try to see the common sense of it all, rather than just staying in the emotion and recognising how your past can effect your thought process. I have thought this, but tbh I mostly just read what other people write, read stories or buy videos and podcasts from eqafe.
However, I've also recently came across the notion that the first 7 years of your life determine 'who you are'... So basically, I am fucked! That's why I am here
Because I have absolutly no idea what else to do, and really do not want to be anything like my 'parents' or their parents before them, but also have limited money.
It's very hard to introduce yourself! I dont feel like I have done any justice for myself here, I could have just said hi but had to go all heavy.
That being said, hope you are all well!
Thank you very much