Hi Godfrey and welcome (or welcome back if you were registered before on the older forum) to the forum!
Would be cool to hear more of how you've walked with the Desteni message and Principles. I know there's a lot of people aware of Desteni and who watched all the videos from back then but don't hear or see from them, yet just like you - they're here, walking. Would be nice to get some feedback into that unseen world
If you want share more about the wall you've recently hit, feel free to open up your own thread in the Writing Yourself to Freedom
sub-forum, where we can share our perspective and see if we can assist and support you in what you are currently facing.
We've recently upgraded our Destonians social network ( https://destonians.com
) where you can post updates and join in on our chats (Fri and Wed 9PM at + 2.00 UTC) if that's something you'd be interested in participating.