Hey Justin, welcome back, I do remember you
Well, that's how it goes with life, at times we have to face tough stuff and surely, this is where getting to do the work necessary to apply the Desteni tools comes in.
I would suggest that you take the DIP Lite course because there you will have the platform designed to create and develop the writing habit and get to integrate more of the writing tools and you get a taste of the support provided by some of us the buddies there.
You can also share your writings here as usual, all the best in motivating yourself to start doing this in order to yes, get out of your shell so to speak. It's a usual thing to isolate when focusing more on the judgments and problems instead of wiring ourselves more to create and see the solutions, so that's what Desteni and this process is for.
So, enjoy your time around