LOL - cool!Hi, my name's Chris and I'm walking the point of a suicide in the family. When this happened I felt absolutely terrible. My whole world fell beneath my feet, to describe how it felt. I still write a lot to make sure my mind's set straight so nothing/noone influence me too much beyond a mild interference or error. I'm writing this in a car. I pictured the planet while I asked myself, "What would it be like if everyone lived like Bernard?" This is humourous. I also asked, instead of, "What would Bernard do" or I mean, "What would Jesus do" I had asked, "What would Bernard do." I listened to a lot of his video's and because he'd simulated tough points when I faced points in the system I found it much easier to break through it.
What I'd suggest in regards to this point is to write it out taking it from this abstract point into practicality. Because what is for example practically speaking a "rod" that "exist because points of attention combine between points existent in the unified field". Is it something you practically understand and can practically direct? Or is it a point of imagination? For me - especially when I participated in spirituality I would get caught up in "poetic" and "symbolic" experiences and what I found when I started participating with Desteni, was that I was trying to make myself more than who I was here, presenting myself as "especially good at seeing" - where my starting-point was actually feeling inferior. But it also had the effect that I did not get into detail and specificity with my writing, because I kept them at an "esoteric" level, instead of writing out in practicality what I was in fact facing. I do however also find that using metaphors and 'playing' with words can be tremendously assisting, so it's not to say: "don't do it" - but simply to consider the point that: - our starting-point within writing and to when required change that so that we can in fact utilize writing to change ourselves for real.I noticed a rod is sticking out from my left eye connected to my "friend system" and also my, "mother system." How can or do, I remove this point? Can anybody tell me or let me know? I'm going to post a calendar on a blog and I'm also going to make a written commitment to push through all my cycles and to try to get to the age where I'm an old or an older man instead of removing myself from this place. I realize I love life and would hate to, "Die" really. The rods exist because points of attention combine between points existent in the unified field and thus consequence develops and plays outwardly from this but noone, "See's" this because if they did they'd make different decisions like me, after shitting their pants at how disgusting the systems actually look. Behind words said actually exist this sort of mushy strange "Glop."
Yes - very cool.I realize that the greatest thing in the world is breath and is breathing because it's always, "HERE," while the mind always has to do with a point, "Separate" from self, "Here."
Awesome! Suggest to if you have not yet consider investing in the interviews and series on Eqafe whereof many explain in detail the relationship between the body and the mind.In a blog I'm going to post pictures of my body, all the points which are revealed in the Structural Resonance documents so I can take note of my own body and investigate what happened to develop the bodily control so this might help release points and make me more personally involved in and more aware of my body and to start to try to learn how to release self from the SR control barriers so to speak. I also wrote a lot of music I'd like to share and am compiling it so maybe use it as a nice way to get attention from people to promote the ems.
Regarding the point of writing out systems, I suggest looking at whether it is something you are having an experience towards and define yourself according to as "special" or "more than" who you are here in actuality or whether it is in fact simplistically seeing Here. This could be a cool point to start writing out for yourself.P.S. I'm not sure if I see these systems I refer to or not but ever since mention actually one time before they were ever mentioned, I noticed a spike in my solar plexus and if I use this same ability of, "Seeing" as I had when I saw this a long time ago, I used this ability to write about my systems this morning.
So I'd like to identify what is belief and what is not. For instance if I feel a point in my body where I think my parents act a certain way, instead of suppressing it I write it out and what I think is happening so I don't suppress the point where it develops to an anger or a hidden point. Also I'm not sure even if I really see systems like I mentioned or not. But I'd like to participate in exposing and breaking past these points. I came to some insights about scripting the points of awareness of the body. For instance, I use a lot of scripting like I take note of how I use my hands. What are all of the things we use our hands for? We turn knobs. We open doors. Etc. So I bring an awareness to how I use my hands for stuff. I bring awareness to how I enslaved my hand to action repeatedly so I can break free and use expression to lessen control.
To 'remove' this point, we apply self-forgiveness, which is the deprogramming of the mind (examples of which can be found on the forum: http://forum.desteni.org/viewforum.php?f=9a rod is sticking out from my left eye connected to my "friend system" and also my, "mother system." How can or do, I remove this point?
So, cool! All that is required now is to take your writing and apply self-forgiveness (additional support on the 'how-to' of self-forgiveness can also be found here on the Wiki page: http://wiki.destonians.com/Self-Forgiveness -- and an interview by sunette:Self Awareness steps for the Elite - Part 1) - and in terms of determining what is belief and what is not, the very fact that you ask yourself that question already indicate that what you were 'seeing' was in separation of yourself and thus a belief of the mind, because if it was really a 'seeing' AS and OF you, then you would be absolutely clear and stable as you'd realize that it is simply you.So I'd like to identify what is belief and what is not. For instance if I feel a point in my body where I think my parents act a certain way, instead of suppressing it I write it out and what I think is happening so I don't suppress the point where it develops to an anger or a hidden point. Also I'm not sure even if I really see systems like I mentioned or not. But I'd like to participate in exposing and breaking past these points.
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