My name is Tim. I'm 30 years old from Calgary, Canada, and within the last 4 or 5 months of studying and applying the Desteni material, it is safe to say that I am addicted to self-honesty and self-discovery
It has been an interesting ride so far to say the least. The self-realizations keep me searching for more, and as I peel away the layers of allowed and accepted definitions and beliefs, the limitations on what I can experience also peel away. Change for me has been marked by being able to stand up to face these limitations and definitions I have placed upon myself without fear, clearing a path for self-direction to help create a place that I want to live in. A place with equality and oneness, where the best interest of all life is looked out for. I don't fully understand whether or not I am currently doing what is best for all, but I have to trust myself, that in being dilligent with my process, I am working towards this without realizing it. As for equality and oneness, I am working on that as well. It's interesting, I imagine my existence and experience within myself being similiar to what a schizofrenic might experience within episodes they might have, where all of there experiences within their world such as sights, sounds, interactions with people, feelings and emotions are completely fabricated by the mind, and allowed and accepted as actual reality. To me, everything that I see and experience, is fabricated by the mind that I have allowed and accepted as me. So its fascinating to me that when I participate in the experience of interacting with someone else, I am interacting with myself. And so I learn about myself from others.
I will continue on with my process because the oppurtunity to self-realize, self-discover, release limitations and expand on experience is too valuable to pass up.