Welcome to the forum '131' -
here, we use our real names, so please provide your name so that an administrator can change it accordingly.
would be cool if you could expand more on 'who you are' as what you have/are walking in your life, and how you came to discover Desteni, etc. - you can find examples of this done by other members within this Introduction Section.
would also be cool for you to support yourself within self-investigation/self-forgiveness/self-correction/letting go of any points in relation to 'meeting the lady from the videos' as walking this process is about SELF, thus 'meeting the lady from the videos' (Sunette) is not practically relevant in any way within the walking of one's process.
thus, it's to take a look at all ideas/beliefs/perceptions in regards to meeting Sunette/Sunette in general.
Enjoy sharing and discovering yourself here.