Hi Virgo this forum is one that is about self support and supporting others through the experiences one already walked in ones process. So your question about what erotic hypnosis is and what it does involve and doesn't is not really a primary question for this forum. Members as you see in this tread have had experiences with it, though for this forum the question we would look at would be more like:
-why is it that I feel I had to boost my confidence?
-how come I haven't investigated erotic hypnosis from a point of what it entails to support and assist myself?
-what can I do about this fear inside me that I think I'm now controlled by another human being through hypnosis?
-what is it that I feel used by the other who I allowed to hypnotize me?
When you search for erotic hypnosis one can find that more than touching is involved, it is a way to express ones sexuality. See Wiki explanation: Hypnosis can be used within a dominance and submission relationship to reinforce power exchange and as a form of play. This ranges from hypnotically-induced orgasms to long-term conditioning. The act of hypnosis itself is erotic and relationship-affirming for many power exchange couples as the subject surrenders control and opens themselves to mental vulnerability.
If you like to become more confident and explore your own sexuality in a way that is best for all which is focussing on self intimacy first, I'd suggest to listen to the masturbation
interviews and the 'What is Sex - Overview'
interview to get a clear perspective.
To understand how this forum works I would suggest to read the guidelines
and investigate topics like Writing yourself to Freedom
, Sharing Self-Forgiveness
, 7 Years Journey to Life
and our free online Dip-Lite course
It would be cool if you could introduce yourself in the Introduce Yourself section
and share some more with us about how you came to the Desteni forum and what you already know about walking process.