You are what you allow to direct your attention to, and eventually the energy you create within and as the mind consciousness system accumulates according to your fantasies and visualizations and what you give into by watching it onscreen to a point, where you will be driven to act it out for real. Also you are building up a resonance as and within your physical that will manifest consequences within and as your physical reality drawing such experiences to you for real – propagating the play-out of rape, humiliation and incredible suffering for the victims of such scenarios. This is absolutely not acceptable.
You can have a listen to the following interviews on eqafe.com, many of which are free:
Shocking Secrets of Masturbation
Pornography Messed up my Sex Life
Also suggested to share yourself on this on fb, where you will find a group that is created to support and assist for those of us who are trapped in an addiction to porn and/or masturbation:
Facebook group Masturbation and Porn Addictions