Frank - before going to the point of "I want to know more about this" - first self-investigation is required from you, and we here can support and assist within that.
To me, this sounds like a mind point, not real, as it is only some times and within some conditions and so on. so before jumping to any conclusions lets investigate.
Can you in more specificity explain one moment where this happened, like telling me a story.
For example - I was one time sitting with a bunch of friends, it was dark, we were all just hanging out, we had a camp fire outside where we all sat. we were just talking and sharing about our days and the typical man talk stuff, as the night progressed, and everything was getting more quiet, I started chilling by myself, and I kind of started excluding myself from the crowd, sitting and watching everyone else, as I was sitting and just watching the crowd and hearing the fire cracking as it burns, I started seeing everything moving, as if it was water, as if I could see a flow in everything.
That is an example of sharing and showing a point more in detail to give us here context and to actually being able to assess and see what you are saying and asking.
Also, check out the interview that was suggested by Carlton, perhaps that answers your question. but that interview is suggested based on a limited explanation given. so more specificity can help a lot more for us to be specific. Plus, take every question Carlton asked into consideration and even give answers to them here in a post, taking each question and answering it.
take a few minutes and lay it out. we are here to support and assist to help you SEE and receive as you give to actually gain understanding within self-empowerment.