Before separation of 2 molecules and after all that that exist in the present

[naide]

Hi everyone, I want to share my experience listening desteni material and see if someone can explain me my most important question that I always have in my mind when I make feedback.

In the beginning was just 1 molecule.. But he want to experience him self separated from him self and we can see in the sky that he separated from him self so many times that you cannot even imagine how big is his existence..

Now.. Imagine that im that first molecule in the beginning of the times and i want to ask my self.. Its just me the only think that exist? It should be something more behind me so.. Where this existence really ends?

Now.. Imagine that i am the last separation i mean imagine that 'me' naide, i am the last separation of that molecule, i am writting here this text and i stop for a moment to see at the sky all the separated existence of me.. Now im asking my self.. Where this existence really ends? It most end somewhere.. What is behind my existence?

Thank you very much

[Gabriel]

Hi Naide,

From my perspective existence in itself is 'limitless'.

You will find that when the question of the origin of existence is framed as a 'mathematical problem' you will easily get stuck because there is simply no answer.

Who or what came first and who or what will come last - we do not know and it it does not affect who we are in every breath.

What we know is that we are here - and we are here to walk a process of birthing ourselves as Life in the Physical in this existence.

Gabriel

[Kristina]

Awesome Question Naide, and perspective, Gabriel! Thanks to you both.

Yes - I agree with G, and will add life/existence is eternal, so you can think of it as an ever opening rose or a plant that is always growing, unfolding, becoming.

You echo that question in me as well, Naide - as the first, where did I come from? God/Life/the Universe/All as One as Equal - the mind/being/expression that created it all... what came before that? What gave Life the expression of Life? How did Life "know" to create itself the way it did?

Questions are fun because there is always an answer but I know also there is an all-knowing and so at some point perhaps our questions stop because the quest is over. We now know ourselves.

Thanks for the thought-provoking share, Naide!

[naide]

Thank you gabriel for your 'point of view'. Thank you kristina too.

I was thinking like 2 weeks about this and how to reply, i want to say that now im more confused..

Now i need to know that if i apply the desteni process like self honestly, self forgiveness and get my self on equality and oneness with all existence i will have my questions answered.

I already make an private interview with sunnete for 15 min and he answered me some questions but that was some years ago and i was not prepared for that interview.

So. if i live in equality and oneness with everything, its all that i will be? I am the only destonian that see this existence like i see? That asking self.. ok, something strange is happening here, it most be something more.

I will not be continuing desteni process until i get this done..

Thanks for all.