Hi Hannah, welcome to the forum
There are some audios in Eqafe.com that explain what you are requesting like Then, Now, and What's to Come - Reptilians - Part 585 and Then, Now, and What's to Come: Consequence and Creation - Reptilians - Part 586 which have been recently made, also with Anu, Where I Am - Reptilians - Part 589 you can find them all in the Reptilians
Then also all the questions about people not living their potential can be heard in various Life Reviews
- many of them are about people not living such potentials, you can choose from various titles there
People dying in various circumstances and their experience in them are shared here in detail Death Research
There's the series 'The Portal and I'
that explains more about Sunette's ability and gift to Portal as well as the role that Bernard played in process, there will be no Bernard interviews through the portal though.
So in general, I suggest you use the search function at Eqafe.com for many of these topics since they have been covered there already.
Also, if you can and are up for it, please share more about yourself in the 'Introduce yourself' forum so that we get to know more about you, you seem to be aware of Desteni from 'back in the day' so might be cool to know up to where have you been following through with the material, process, etc.