Now, I'm thinking that presence should include the awareness of how other's perceive me. My justification is to be effective amongst the pool of MCSs.
The issue of my own, as well as Desteni's, appearance to the multitude of mind personalities is very important. The face of Desteni needs to be more widely acceptable, me thinks.
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So, my point is that when I actively guide my thoughts to the same place as they were going unconsciously but for a different reason, to ultimately serve best for all instead of my own self judgement, that it is, in fact, different.
The presentation of myself, I want to be refined and: effective,
Definition: productive, persuasive
- able, active, adequate, capable, cogent, compelling, competent, convincing, direct, effectual, efficacious, efficient, emphatic, energetic, forceful, forcible, having lead in pencil, impressive, live, moving, on the ball, operative, playing hardball, potent, powerful, powerhouse, practical, producing, resultant, serviceable, serving, sound, striking, sufficient, telling, trenchant, useful, valid, virtuous, wicked*, yielding
Another perspective I have and would like to share: I like the idea of remaining faceless, or anonymous and remain behind the scenes, sending messages through media: The fully shapeable communication medium.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to shape my self definition of consciousness by trying to guess what other's are thinking of me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear negative judgement from other minds.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being inferior.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to doubt myself as an effective leader.