This is quite concerning that you are affected by your father to such an extent on your body. You are PETRIFIED by your father, something within you that feels unsafe, a big defense system that kicks in - this can be where you place a sort of a ROD within you, within your spine to hold a certain Character who you believe you must be around your father to be safe (something in that line) - Here you must look within your childhood for memories/moments/experiences (age between 1-7) where something happened, or something continuous happened to have this effect.I suddenly feel the base of my spine region becomes solid( kind of strange)
- ANGER possession, on a physical level the body cannot handle certain energy coming up within you, you might not even experience it, yet physically you are shaking within your structure (right side) and how you SEE yourself in relation to your father - The red resonance can be the effect of the energy on your eye. Now, considering everything is in reverse, this anger can actually be powerlessness around your father within WHO YOU are, so if you had to write out how you THINK your father sees you, and then how you ACT in his presence, this might open a lot for you.Within that I may feel right eye shaking and seeing red resonance popping up( not yet understand what it is)
You might have forgiven in writing, but you have not gone deep enough, if you have gone deep enough t a point of absolute self-responsibility then you would have seen all the points, so this is a good indication, write more, and then the other side is even if you write self-forgiveness you must then hold that Self-forgiveness within you and LIVE it the next time your father comes into your presence, where you BREATHE and hold the self-forgiveness within you at the same time and stop the reaction as they want to possess you, you must be aware within this, and so release the physical consequences you already created, and check your behavior changes when your father comes into your space, do not go into them, breathe.I agree with forgiveness point. But after all, why do I still reacting to my father extensively? Even when I'm typing right now, I still experiencing right eye shaking.
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