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Re: Marleys Journey To Life

Postby Marley Dawkins » 08 Dec 2019, 23:00

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You know that feeling when you are driving somewhere and you are lost, but you try to convince yourself that you are not, that you will work it out and at the end of this road you hope will be the destination you're looking for. Even though in reality you know this hope is in vein and you will need some additional directions to reach your destination.



It is this road to nowhere experience which I notice comes up as a pattern of behaviour for me in interaction with some people, most of my friendships are solid, but some are these strange roads that go nowhere - it's like I know that a certain person i'm trying to convince myself is a friend or business partner is very much lost within their own internal experience to the point that our partnership is essentially a pointless road to nowhere.



There may be some part of this person that I like, so I always try to convince myself that this thing I like about them justifies me trying to support this person to grow and succeed, even when they clearly have no interested in supporting me to do the same, so the consequence is a frictional relationship.



Its like yes I know this person is abusing themselves and everyone else around them, but because I like this thing about them then I must give them the benefit of the doubt, so it's worth continuing down this road of interaction even though they clearly don't hear or see me.



Pity factors into this as well sometimes, because as much as there will be something that I like about this person that causes me to keep the door of interaction open, I also find that it can also be something else about the person that I pity - it could be their lack of money, lack of education, lack of physical strength or charisma all of which could make me want to interact to "save this person" that does not even want to save themselves.



You know an interaction is broken, because when you listen to the person intently offering feedback and interaction into whatever they want to speak about - but when you speak, the person is not listening to you at all, but is rather just waiting for their turn to speak at you again. They will not ask about things in your life but will just speak all their problems and life highlights to you like a broken record.



When you offer support unconditionally but you mainly just get that person's demons spewed all over you everyday, with no attempts to learn or fix the issues - When someone keeps hurting themselves and will not listen when you time and time again ask them to stop, when you are a crutch for someone who is simply using you to feel better about themselves.



What I am realising within all this is that time is precious, we do not have much of it in this lifetime - yes we can learn from and find mutual grounds with anyone, but when your interaction is all you trying to contain the consequence of the persons abuse that they won't change, then the door needs to be closed until they can fix their own issues, not kept open.



If you allow this road to nowhere pattern you will find yourself wasting a lot of time on people who do not give a fuck about you, when your time can be utilised much better on someone who is actually open to equal interaction, learning and support where real partnership is born.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as a pattern of behaviour in separation from myself, where I waste time driving down roads of interaction with some people that obviously will not prove fruitful for all life, just because I like or pity something about this person.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use something that my mind likes or pities about a person as a basis for interacting with them.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because I like this thing about them, or because I have empathy for something bad about their life, that these reasons will mean that the road will get me to the destination of a strong partnership, when that is not possible because it started in separation as an illusionary idea.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hope that if I am persistent with this person, If I show them that I really believe in this road, that the longer I keep the door of interaction open, then the more likely they are to wake up and assist me as I do them - when in reality the longer we exist as a pre-programmed pattern, then the harder it actually becomes to change no matter who suggest you should change.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not to realise that when a road is going nowhere, i must get on a different road that will get me to my destination, not pretend that the wrong road will work out.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to save people when this is not possible, I can only save myself, nobody can save anyone else from our own bullshit in our heads.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise how much time I waste on interacting with certain people who are not in a healthy mind state to have a healthy relationship with.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself no to realise that while it is possible to find mutual ground and learn with anyone, when interaction becomes toxic with anyone, it is best for all to walk away from the person, because isolation always forces us to look closer at ourselves and so is a better support tool then trying to "save them."



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that wasting time going down pointless roads is the reason why we have a a world of chaos, because all this time wasting on pointless tasks, is how the real major tasks in this world like eliminating poverty, rape and war are ignored - we are all too busy tumbling down rabbit holes in our pre-programmed mind.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to trust someone more because they are attractive to me sexually in some way.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to trust someone more because of a specific skill they have that I admire.





I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to trust someone more because they seem to have had a tough life in someway and I experience pity and empathy about this.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as someone who can always find a way to fix something, which is a cool point in relation to myself but in relation to others, I cannot take on the responsibility to fix anyone else - I am not a machine programmer that can adjust other peoples programming at my discretion.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get annoyed when something I know will assist someone is ignored by the person who needs the support.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every breath that if my starting point is not clear and self-honest on why i'm interacting with someone, then I should not be interacting with them until I adjust my starting point to what's best for all.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that if someone wants to keep abusing, then it is not my responsibility to keep challenging them about it, hoping I will chip away at their ego and allowance - when in reality I must close the door just as easily as I opened it.



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Re: Marleys Journey To Life

Postby Marley Dawkins » 15 Dec 2019, 22:38

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It's interesting when you look at what people will into existence, what we focus on and allow ourselves to be moulded by. Amazing how we usually don't realise how powerful we can be, but instead will so often let our will be influenced by big business to be self-interested consumers that have no care for life.



Yet at the sametime as I have seen in myself it is possible to re-direct, rewire our will to create that which is best for all life, to be disciplined to do what needs to be done no matter what.



I always found the concept of will interesting ever since my grandfather taught me about Friedrich Nietzsche's theory of "will to power" and the Nazi film Triumph of the Will for the first time when i was growing up. It really is unbelievable what can be achieved, willed into existence by one human if one intends it to be so - believe what you like about Hitler but his life certainly did prove this point. Anything really can be achieved when we are determined and focused to manifesting what we set out to do.



This past weekend I willed myself to interact with and uplift all present at a christmas party, which resulted in lots of cuddles, smiles, laughs and interesting conversations all night and into the early hours. It has for many years been my passion to will into existence what is best for all life.



When one in a room smiles in interaction with me, I will myself to make sure that as many people as possible in the room are on equal ground with each other, that we all share in these smiles I enjoy taking self-responsibility for this point.



Yet like anyone else my will has been tainted/directed by my parents, by the system of capitalism as it exists now - so I stand where I will not allow fear to make my decisions any further, I will what is best for all life breath by breath until a new will of life is so in everything I do.



Also as I see the consequence of willing what is best repeatedly enough with others, I notice people who maybe had initially pre-judged me negatively in someway - change how they treat me as I see the fears they had towards me melt and they then will themselves to interact with me more as the power of the will spreads in the room.



I realise how peace on Earth will only happen when the individual will in each is aligned to what's best for all life - the will of life. Who will honour life?



All will is choice, yet the will as we humans have known it is not free, because it has not and will not create a world that is best for each individual. However, choice without fear without polarity is the only choice that is free.





See where your will is tested, because time always tests will and thus will indicate where any patterns of selfish brainwashed will exists in our head which must be redirected to what's best.



As time is always against us, the time must be taken for all of us to become the Will of Life -



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that time tests all will, where whatever one does repeatedly will become the very fabric of the person and the world - there is no shortcut to what's best for all life, but simply stopping and undoing what has been willed breath by breath and then willing into existence what is best for all life breath by breath until its done.



I commit myself to show that time really gauges all will on Earth, where the inner intent of will is measured to highlight who will honour life.



I commit myself to show that the weak will of man is the leading directive of the world as it is where abuse is justified and that only once the individual will of each person is restored to what's best for all will we have a world of real peace for all life.



I commit myself to show that this journey to life is designed to restore the will of life, step by step until its done.



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Re: Marleys Journey To Life

Postby Marley Dawkins » 22 Dec 2019, 23:18

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So it is Christmas again, another year has come and gone, now as we go into this festive period where many of us enjoy family time and partying I just want to highlight a few things.



Now when you look at my life from my birth till about 15, I celebrated christmas in exactly the same way we are taught to growing up according to the capitalist money system that is here - we always had a tree, loads of decorations, loads of presents for each other, huge amount of food and drinks with me my mum and grandad. I believed that's what christmas was, that it was defined by these things.



But at that time I started researching about the pagan/occult roots of Christmas and it caused me to want to celebrate it less. Then from about 16-21 i would still celebrate it but with less interest every year.



Then from about 21 - 24 I refused to celebrate it at all, as I started walking my journey to life. Then as my Grandfather got much more ill when I was 25, I celebrated it again as I knew the end was near for my Grandfather and I had so many great memories with my grandad at christmas growing up, so I wanted to give him at least one last send off.



Then when my grandfather died in 2013, that caused me to not want to celebrate it again. I highlight a lot of this stuff in my last Christmas blog a few years ago.



So the other day two friends at different points of the day asked me what i was doing, I told them I was doing christmas shopping. One friend said "That's strange for you isn't it?". I explained to her that within walking my process I have through the years identified limiting patterns of behaviour around Christmas within myself.



I have realised that Christmas is not something separate from me, no matter how much I try to block it out of my life - Christmas is a part of this one world we have created, thus rather then fighting against the system, I have taken action to redesign Christmas to be what's best for all.



An all inclusive Christmas with no limitations you could say, that's what I now enjoy doing each year at this time. Who says I have to have a Christmas tree in order for it to be christmas? I say with or without a tree, a tree does not define christmas to me and anyway why would cutting down a tree ever be a good thing?



Who says that I have to tell children that Santa Claus is real? Ok you can do, but why is it required at Christmas? As a tongue in cheek joke in the child's first 5 years or something maybe, but I mean firstly understanding the origins of Santa Claus is difficult for any child to understand and secondly why would I want children to believe that an invisible man can magic up presents for kids in a world where so many children go without any presents? I would rather be clear with kids about where the present comes from.



Why would I teach a child that "acting good" to get what you want as over lavish spoiling is acceptable? I would rather teach children to live what's best for all as a part of their nature, not pretending and selfishness, that creates spoilt brats.



Who says we have to get eachother hundreds of presents with all kinds of conditions? Why can we not just get each other a few presents with no conditions? I have no interest in manipulating others to do something for me, or feeding into greed within me or another through pointless over consuming.





Why do presents have to always be based on how much money you have? Of course we all like to get someone close us an expensive item, but in reality a present that's best for all does not need a monetary value, even cooking a meal or giving a good hug is a present and anyone who truly cares about you will never demand or expect any kinds of gifts, because they know that you yourself are the real present in their life.



I'm not saying don't buy presents, but I am saying use discernment within this, don't be a mindless consumer - you going into debt to give a family member a fleeting moment of happiness, is only going to cause more problems for the family down the road. So only spend if you can afford it, if not then as I say there are other ways to show someone you care for them other then spending money on them.



Why do I have to stress about preparing my Christmas party/meal? I literally watched two families argue at a check out today, just because one wouldn't move out the way for the other as both families were buying loads of food, drinks and gifts - I stepped in to remind both families that it's Christmas so let's not get stressed at each other over stressing over christmas preparations.



Why am I only supposed to get presents for my own and family and friends only? According to the principles of Equality and Oneness all life is my family and thus I can give presents to anybody, because everybody is me.



Who says I am only supposed to have christmas dinner with my own blood family? I want to live in a world where all life can have access to christmas celebrations, therefore anybody can join my family Christmas meal, because as with any elite family there is always plenty to go around on Christmas day.



Why does Christmas have to involved reverence for the birth of Jesus? Whether he existed or not which is difficult to ascertain, I personally just like Jesus's principles so I would rather celebrate those then his birthday.



Where is the benefit to getting blind drunk just because it's Christmas? There really is no benefit to ever getting blind drunk, but around family at an emotional time of year, it's no surprise that many arguments happen around Christmas. So why can't I just have a few drinks with my meal instead? My enjoyment at Christmas should never bed based on how much alcohol I have consumed.



These are all questions I have been asking myself in recent years then taking action to adjust the starting point within me to what's best for all life - it's now fun every year to make Christmas what's best.



Then after one of my friends questioned why I was buying presents, that same day when another friend asked what I was doing and when I told her I was Christmas shopping, she said she hates Christmas.



I smiled as I read her text message because I know that exact experience that she shared with me - when i asked why, its because she said her family is so small and fractured that she doesn't see the point, again I smiled as I know that exact experience.



If you don't want to celebrate Christmas to any capacity I understand, however I would like to live in a world where all life is able to have fun at Christmas and with an Equal Money system we can even have Christmas everyday - the greatest present for humanity is heaven on earth where the abuse of nature, rape, war and starvation are extinct.



Let's make 2020 a great one and walk until it's done -



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that celebrating Christmas is bad, however I realised I have created a polarity in separation from myself which does not support me and as I have also realised, I can actually change the starting point of christmas to be what's best for all life.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try to separate myself from Christmas in past years through not celebrating it, yet I have realised that I live in this one world with all life, so Christmas is here thus it is a part of me, thus it is my self-responsibility to design Christmas to be something that actually benefits life.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise until recent years that ANY



abuse that exists in this world - the answer to correct this abuse is never through avoidance and suppression, it can only be dealt with by me taking self-responsibility and directing the change I want to see within and without.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in past years that christmas is defined by adhering to set rituals such as trees, decorations, presents etc - I realise now that these are all definitions, thus limitations, so I can remove these definitions to create a base of christmas that is best for all.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not to realise that fighting against Christmas in past years only strengthens the capitalist design of christmas.





I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feed into a money system that makes sure that only the elite minority can celebrate christmas.





I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that ignoring the abusive basis of christmas as it exists currently, is me allowing abuse and thus in order to live what's best for all life I must take on Christmas and re-design in to what's best.



I commit myself to not allowing myself to again act as though Christmas is something separate from me as I live the realisation in my process that all is me and thus I must investigate all things and only keep what's best -



So I commit myself to only keep the best parts of Christmas and to remove the parts that are based in limitations and are abusive to life.



I commit myself to expose that the current systems definition of Christmas is actually a danger to life, because it feeds directly into peoples selfish brainwashed consumer nature where a system of haves and have nots is kept in place.



I commit myself to living the realization that real Christmas is all inclusive, where all life can join in the celebrations.



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Re: Marleys Journey To Life

Postby Marley Dawkins » 29 Dec 2019, 22:23

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When I was a lot younger I liked a comedy show called the Fast show which is well known from the 90's in England.



But one of the sketches in this show was of two suit tailors, who would use fear, flattery and comedy to make people want to buy a suit, usually unsuccessfully to hilarious effect. The whole sketch is designed to make a joke out of how good some suit tailors are at salesmanship and getting customers to spend as much as possible on a suit.



In reality there really is some great suit salesman out there, I interacted with one just recently. Its amazing in life how in a brief 10 minute interaction with a person can identify so much about yourself and all life.



Now usually I don't like to consume clothes unnecessarily, I don't consume recklessly which is reflected in my credit rating - but I've had some money come in recently and some of my old clothes were damaged so I have bought some new things.



So I recently bought a new suit and did so with the help of no suit tailor, yet when I got home I realised I should have got a seperate new black jacket as well, as my current one was faded and slightly damaged.



The next day I went to a different suit shop, one I haven't been to before and immediately upon browsing the suits for a minute a man appeared behind me in a suit with a tape measure around his shoulders.



He introduced himself and his thick American accent was immediately evident - then he complimented the suit jacket I was looking to buy, he reeled off the different types of suit jackets/occasions for each type and his knowledge on suits was phenomenal. I thanked him and proceeded to walk to the counter to buy the jacket.



But this suit tailor questioned me as I began to walk, he said "Are you sure you don't want the suit trousers to go with that jacket?" to which I responded "no its ok I've got loads of black suit trousers" to which he responded "But how will you feel knowing that the trousers and the jacket are not from the same suit?".





He said this in such a matter of fact way and with a concerned look on his face - I laughed as I could immediately see the fear he was trying to use in order to get me to buy the full suit. Then the next second I actually had some old memories come up of when I have mixed suits before and had a fear reaction about it in the moment come up like "will people notice that the trousers and jacket doesn't match?" "I will be embarrassed if someone points that out".



I came out of the memories the next second, looked at the suit salesman who could tell I was thinking as he had a "I told you so" type of look on his face. I walked back up to him and said "that was really nicely done, you are showing me my own limitations as a consumer right now, ok give me the whole suit then"



He quickly measured me up and we completed the whole suit, I asked him how long he has been a suit tailor - he said for over 30 years across four countries and he said his aim no matter the suit shop was always to "make sure that the fears and desires of customers must be appeased in one visit if possible"



I said "well im sure youve been successful at that very often and you have succeeded again". I shook his hand and as I walked out of the shop I knew that I was just shown how programmable I am if the right buttons are pushed.



Of course it's an enjoyable experience to wear well made clothes, which are usually expensive - but allowing fears around fashion to cause me to buy stuff I don't really need is not needed -



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that although I am usually disciplined in my spending which I have developed in my process, I can still have reactions come up which can be used against me by effective salespeople to make me buy something I wasn't planning on buying.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that If my suit is not matching, then that will be a bad thing. I realise that I am just creating a polarity conflict here which keeps me in complete separation from physical reality, because it is simply matching clothing or not.





I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a polarity construct where I see a matching suit/clothing as good and a mixed suit/clothing as bad, without realising that there is no good or bad in either, both have no more value then each other and both will make sense in various situations.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to always have matching clothes, without realising that whether my clothes match or not, it does not change who I am here as life and so should not cause any such desires.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that if I am not looking well dressed I will be judged negatively by others, which while that could be true according to how we humans are programmed, there is no validation to fearing this.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not to realise in every breath that fashion is used against humanity to keep us in separation, where we value amd trust people more or less based on how fashionable they look.



I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise that fashion is subjective within clothing, it is interchangeable dependant upon what individuals and society says is acceptable at any given time, whether it makes sense or not - yet comfort is eternally supportive for my body here and thus focusing on comfortable clothing first is a foundation that's best for all, because the needs of the body should always supersede the desires of the mind.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto memories of suit salesman in a TV show making me laugh as a child, which has had the consequence in adult life of me automatically trusting suit salesman/tailors.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify buying more then I need as a means of appeasing my own fears around what will look the best and be as comfortable as possible, to remove decisions through buying more, instead of stopping myself breathing, applying common sense and just getting what I need here.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that my potential as a salesman, as a friend, a partner is limited if i'm not looking as well dressed as possible as often as possible, which is a mind fuck, because while being well dressed can help with all those things, your potential to be effective in anything should not be dependent on how you look but mainly on how you perform.



I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise that there is nothing wrong with dressing smart, of enjoying expensive clothes - so long as im not allowing any separation within it and keep myself stable and self-honest as this breath.





I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not to realise that giving in to fear and desire, consuming more than I need like a zombie in the name of my own self-interest while majority live in suffering is the problem why the world continues as it is.



I commit myself to not allowing myself to be convinced into getting more then i need in moments where I am buying new clothes, so as and when I see my mind having thoughts, trying to justify buying more for no solid physical reasons, I stop and breathe, I do not allow myself to interact with the convincing thoughts, I continue to breathe until there is no more thoughts that come up.



I commit myself to enjoying wearing comfortable and fashionable clothes, but not at the expense of living as who I am as this breath of life.



I commit myself to living the realisation that while fashion can be met at times, comfort should always supersede fashion as my foundation while buying clothes.



I commit myself to not giving up until I have created a world where all can enjoy the physically comforting experience of wearing the best clothes and where fashion parameters can be more limitless then ever before.



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Re: Marleys Journey To Life

Postby Marley Dawkins » 05 Jan 2020, 22:38

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Revenge, such an interesting concept that has been around as long as humanity has and while it such a clear part of human nature, I just want to write for a moment here to highlight why the concept of revenge as we understand it is not something we need to keep as part of our human nature.



What we see in our governments is an extension of what exists in our human nature and over this weekend many people have asked me about the USA/Iran situation, given the fact that one of Iran's highest ranking generals has been killed via a US drone strike.



Top Iranian Politicians and Military leaders are already openly threatening a retaliation, a violent form of revenge against the US and what you can see here is that really dangerous form of an "Eye for an eye" where more violence could be inevitable.



From my perspective the afterlife is where revenge to an abuser in the form of "karma" will happen, because you cannot escape what you have allowed - so sooner or later you will face what you have allowed and the harm you did to others in this life, may end up happening to you in your next life as consequence.





But what we see in the world is everyone wanting to take responsibility to stand as the point of violent karma for those that harm us - everybody wants to be John Wick, where as soon as someone ever does anything to abuse us, it is just how we are programmed as Ego to automatically react in anger and want to do the same to our abusers and even justify doing worse to them directly with our own hands.



There is no John Wick killing all the bad guys in real life though, I mean if karma exists in this world, then why does money give abusers the ability to protect themselves from revenge or karma? In a world that's best for all, the system will actually stop that from happening - nobody will be able to use money to avoid consequence, because the ones that fuck get fucked, so in an equal money system the concept of an eye for an eye is actually used to benefit life and stop abuse from occurring.



Recently someone who highly dislikes the concept of Equality and Oneness, went out of their way to threaten harm against me who felt that my words had offended them - it has been many years since someone has tried threatening me in a "gangster way" like that.



But what was fascinating was that my mind had lots of old memories come up of when I was living as a criminal in my teenage years, where my mind immediately wanted revenge on these people threatening me.





Unfortunately while we are designed to desire revenge and believe it makes sense, this is the very recipe for the extinction of humanity and thus we cannot allow this cycle to continue - So I laughed at myself the next moment, forgave myself and stuck to my breathing and simply blocked the people from my life.



This event made me proud of my development in my process, as walking away from violence is so easy for me now, but on top of this US/Iran stuff this past weekend it all caused me to look closer at the concept of revenge.



This capilisist money system humanity currently accepts is literally based on taking revenge on life, where a living being is punished through starvation for offending capitalism by not being born into a rich family and thus not having money, which is literal insanity. A gangster system you could say, where money from abuse is rewarded while those that work the hardest legitimate jobs to try to support their family are punished with little or no money.



What I know for certain is that all we really have to do is individually and collectively stop our insistence on a consequence of revenge to justify our own suffering. If we forgive and forgive ourselves for desiring revenge, if we all stop our creation of abuse then we can start from scratch with a new reality that looks after all life in equality and oneness.



As dangerous as the concept of an eye for an eye is from the starting point of ego, there are still scenarios where the concept of an Eye for an eye can be valid if the starting point is changed to what's best for all life, one example could be - two partners, partner A was supposed to do the washing today, but did not as they decided in self-interest to disregard the washing and play computer games all evening instead - then it would be understandable for partner B to also not do the washing on their scheduled day once as an eye for an eye, because that type of "eye for an eye" actually assists the other partner to see their own limitations and make a change to do what's best in future.



So while an eye for an eye is dangerous if it is used to justify causing actual physical harm to another, capitalism allows people to hide from consequence of the abuse they commit by having money, while an equal money system will punish those that punish life, there will be nowhere to hide for any abusers, no money will protect you and we will have a world based on an Eye for an eye for the benefit of life.



Still in order to get to a beneficial eye for an eye, we must first remove all forms of abusive revenge from our nature, let's walk together until this is done and life can flourish on Earth -



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire revenge when someone causes or threatens to harm to some part of my life. I realise that this is a trick of the Ego, an attractive defence mechanism trap of the mind which I realise is where we humans perpetuate a world of hurt which is unacceptable.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto memories of a time in my life where I would routinely accept the desire for revenge within me before I started this journey to life, I realise these memories will never assist me to live what's best for all life, so I take self-responsibility to remove this eye for an eye mind fuck up that the human ego wants to hold onto.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not to realise that anytime I desire revenge on someone I am weakening myself and strengthening them, by allowing that person to mind control me.





I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not to realise that anytime I accept a desire for revenge, then I am unconsciously feeding the desire for revenge to perpetuate within all humans in this world which is unacceptable.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Hollywood creates endless films like John Wick where the whole concept of the desire for revenge is glorified to the highest degree, which is then where humanity finds the concept so cool and thus perpetuates the status quo of the world as it exists, where real change is not possible and life continues to suffer on Earth because we humans are so busy with our selfish revenge games.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the concept of an eye for an eye is only ever valid to accept in this body if it does not cause me to cause harm to another living being - as soon as ana eye for an eye is used by the ego to justify me abusing someone physically is where it becomes unacceptable under any circumstance.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every breath that in order for life to flourish on Earth we must remove the desire for revenge from human nature.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not to realise that the current money system is based on and perpetuates the desire for revenge we all individually accept in our minds, where the money system here justifies abuse, justifies taking revenge on the majority through starvation for making the mistake of not being born into a wealthy family. Fascinating that we allow a money system that would do something so horrific to life, so now we have to end this revenge stupidity and recreate what's best for all.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not to realise that while an eye for an eye is abusive when it's used to justify harming someone with your own hand in this capitalist world - the current money system does not punish those that cause the worst harm to life, in an equal money system, the concept of an eye for an eye will be the actual foundation of the system because never again will someone be able to escape consequence with money, if you fuck up then you get fucked, which eventually leads to a world where nobody wants to abuse anymore.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in the past define myself through revenge, where I justify what levels of abuse I do to someone based on how much they offended my ego.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it's my responsibility to create karma to those that harm me or my family or friends - when in reality we can only ever face our own consequence ourselves and it is the afterlife is where life takes its revenge on the abusive ego of the human so to speak.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that violence to others is especially acceptable if someone is abusing my friends or family - while protection of my family and friends is understandable, I cannot allow any justification of actually planning physical harm towards others to exist within me because I know the cycle that exists here - As soon as I allow desire for revenge to exist in me, this is where I allow myself to create the justification of desires for revenge against me in another human.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that my only responsibility in this life is to investigate all things and only keep what is best - so trying to manifest the consequences of karma as violence to another being is not my responsibility.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that if humanity would accept teaching the principles of equality and oneness and martial arts to all children growing up, then within one lifetime we would create a world where it is commonly accepted that physical harm is never acceptable to be used for the purpose of attacking life for revenge, we humans are supposed to only be here for the defense of life.





I commit myself to not allowing myself to allow thoughts of revenge against someone who has offended me to exist, so any memories, reactions that come up - I do not participate, I continue to breathe and get to a point where the thoughts do not even come up any further, only me standing here in discipline and self-honesty until it's done is the only way any thought pattern is removed.



I commit myself to living the realisation that the desire for revenge must be removed from human nature in order for life to flourish on Earth.



I commit myself to exposing the current money system here for perpetuating a world of designing revenge, where life is punished for offending capitalism by not having money and if you have money you can protect your own abuse from any "karmic effects".



I commit myself to showing that in an equal money system there will be no desire for revenge that exists, because the government will take responsibility to monitor and actually catch and re educate those trying to justify some slight on them by abusing others with revenge. In an Equal money system the government will be actually comprised of the people and thus the government will assist each one in unravelling our pre-programming and recreating ourselves as beings that resolve our issues with each other peacefully without the need for revenge.



I commit myself to showing that while the concept of an eye for an eye is dangerous when it is abused, the concept of an eye for an eye can be used to benefit life if the starting point is based on what's best for all life.



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Re: Marleys Journey To Life

Postby Marley Dawkins » 12 Jan 2020, 22:54

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Do you have a pattern of just losing focus and effort when you see the finish line of something upcoming? Maybe you have a habit of clock watching an hour before your work shift finishes, maybe you're an athlete that purposely reduces your intensity in the final few minutes of the match.



It seems to be something that we have all done before, a pre-program, a pattern of reducing our effort the closer we get to the end of something.



Years ago I had this issue of feeling this way all the time as a teenager and in my early 20s, which only ended up hindering my results at school, affecting relationships and work results in a negative way.



I located this pattern of becoming more lazy about something the closer to the end I get, when I started walking my process - then I made sure that this pattern was removed through continuous self-forgiveness on lazy thoughts when I get near the end of something, then sticking to breathing here until there was no more thoughts of this nature coming up, which took years.



Once I made these adjustments I have noticed in the years that followed that when our focus and intensity, our physical efforts are consistent within anything we participate with - when there is no waning of efforts with the finish line in sight, then the likelihood of you finding an effective solution significantly increase and amazing things can happen in the dying seconds of the project.



As I write this blog a football match is on in the background and one team that was losing for most of the match, just scored an equalising goal in the final few minutes of the match. The commentators mentioned that the reason for this was the laziness of the other team who reduced their efforts after being ahead for so long, and the team who came back kept their intensity high until the very end which gave them the result they desired.



Another example I could show you would be the hundreds of thousands of different martial arts bouts I have witnessed in my life, where one fighter is defeated who was winning the bout at the start, but due to their efforts waning they lost the fight.



Then at work on Friday while I noticed majority of my team's efforts slowing as we got closer to the end of the shift, as always I made sure my determination to complete my mission did not waiver. Then with not much time left in the shift, I completed a huge deal that shocked my team because of how out of the blue it seemed.



If you are believer of the law of attraction within selling it is crucial to understand this point - because nothing works without consistent physical effort, you can believe and hope things will work out all you want, but if you do not have the vocabulary and your physical efforts deteriorate, then you will never get the result you want.





So essentially if I fail at anything I do not give a shit, so long as I know in self-honesty that I really did everything I could to find a solution, that I gave every fibre of effort, that I didn't look for an easy way out or give in till the very final whistle.



When there is a target, when beliefs and efforts do not diminish, when you back yourself to find a solution no matter what, then amazing things will come to you in anything you are interacting with.



Some statements that have assisted me so much through the years are these kinds of statements -



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to reduce my efforts the closer I get to the end of something im interacting with, which only ends up diminishing the effective return from whatever it is im investing my time in.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that whenever my efforts reduce in my physical actions, when laziness comes in the results are always tainted and lazy as a consequence.



I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise in every breath that when my determination and physical efforts are consistent, my results are consistent.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the law of attraction within anything never works unless your physical efforts of your body are actually consistent along with building effective vocabulary.





I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise in every breath that when efforts are consistent amazing things can happen out of nowhere, which may even seem like magic to others. But in reality there is no magic, it is only the consequence of effective marrying of thought and deed to find a solution no matter what, which is best for all.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be lazier the closer I get to the end of something, because of desiring it to be over and not do it in the first place seeing it as a hindrance to me - that I am "above it" which is just ego, rather than respecting what I am doing as being equal and one to me.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that giving up before the mission is complete is usually indicating ego and self-interest, where as giving my all till the very end is always best for all.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect things will work out just by the power of my mind, which is a complete delusion because belief in getting something done is irrelevant if your vocabulary and physical efforts are not stable and effective.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself growing up to define being lazy and apathetic as cool/good and giving all my efforts as stupid/bad - when in reality this is just a polarity friction and of course everything is in reverse so this definition makes no sense, because really it is cool and best for all to give your best efforts with consistency.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look for an easy way out by reducing efforts the closer I get to the of something, which is inviting and attracting failure.





I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise in every breathe, that giving up before something is completed or corrected, unconsciously resonates through all humanity and is a definitive factor in why so many people suffer in this world, because we have collectively agreed that it is acceptable to reduce our efforts to get something done, because of our self-interested desire for entertainment instead of completing our mission.



I commit myself to not allowing myself to participate with lazy thoughts the closer I get to the completion of something, I realise how this can damage results in anything I do - so as and when I see my mind having thoughts of giving in as I get to the end of something, I stop and breathe, I forgive myself, I do not participate with the thoughts as I know I will only empower this pattern, so I breathe and continue to do so until there is no more laziness that comes up.



I commit myself to showing that giving up on something before its completed or fixed, is the very reason why so many suffer in this world, because we are so busy in our self-interested procrastination to make the world a better place with ourselves as the directive principle.



I commit myself to showing that when efforts are consistent in creating what's best for all, then we always give ourselves the best opportunity to find a solution and succeed in manifesting this.




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