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Can you Forgive me? You always hear people in films saying that don't you, which is like saying - please give me the fortune of getting back in your "good books" so that I can Lie in wait and through my acceptance of myself not standing for whats best for all, look to spite you again in the future because I don't know how to Stop Bullshitting Myself and Give Myself back to Life. Then if the Forgiver is manipulated well enough through charged words by the one asking for forgiveness, will say "yes you have appeased my feelings well" so now I forgive you.

So what is Forgiveness? Well in this Global imprisonment of Mankind existing as the Pre-Programmed Mind Consciousness System that only causes harm to Life in the pursuit of Energy, Salvation and Survival - we have defined Forgiveness in a very Limited Fucked up way, to literally ask other Humans or Gods in "Other Realms" of our Mind to take responsibility for correcting ourselves through ignorance, turning a blind eye, lying to each other while we Lie to ourselves.

We have turned Forgiveness into a game of Polarity where some things are deemed "Good to Forgive" and others are seen as "Bad to Forgive" based on our own valued judgement. We made a cheap imitation of Forgiveness where only one has to do it in a relationship, there's always one person at fault, one person shamed, therefore only that person apparently needs Forgive and "ask for it" rather than Living it. Instead of realizing that all dimensions of Forgiveness Must be Spoken Outloud and Lived Clearly by both partners that have had a Dis-agreement to transform into Agreement - the Forgiveness must become Sentient as a Living expression walked by both in Self-Honesty.

Yet the System of limitation Here will promulgate this idea that when you fuck up something that affects others directly you must apologize and paint the Abuse that occurred through acceptance as a "mistake". That I made a "Bad choice" that it won't happen again. But what is not considered is what did we decide really? Our was there no Free Choice but only programmed outcomes? We our acceptance of ourselves as the patterns of the Mind at the expense of what is Best for All means that it was always Inevitable that there would be an Abusive Consequence because the starting point was Abuse as the acceptance of Self as Limitation - so there is No Mistake about it, there was No Mistake, No "Bad Choice" so to speak because the starting point was Self-Interest as a failed character test and thus was programmed Fucked up Brainwashing.


So can you see how asking others for forgiveness and how one person apologizing does not make any sense? Because all this is really showing is a complete misunderstanding of how Humans Operate, an abdication of Self-Responsibility in awareness of Self as a Pre-Programmed system Robot. I can forgive anyone of anything, yet there is No Forgiveness that is Real without Forgiving Self of my Self-Enslavement to Energy in Motion.

Self-Forgiveness is where we give Self back to Life so to speak, where I locate and hone in on the Patterns that are the Direct controllers of the Human Species as Energy Systems that drain the Lifeforce from me and all Life causing Pain, Chaos and Disease in The body and The World. When I am Forgiving Myself I am Gifting Myself the Necessity, Simplicity and Permission of Forging Myself as Living Me. The Ultimate Key to Me as Life.

Yet what I have also Learned is why this process of walking Self-Forgiveness will take each one at least 7-14 years in order to make the Self-Forgiveness Real - this is because in order to make the Statements Stick I had to be Self-Honest and anytime I didn't the statements didn't stick as me and I would inevitably have to face Consequence and go deeper into the dimensions of the point. to peel back more layers and do more Effective Self-Forgiveness Lived as Me.

I say Lived as me, because one cannot just write a few few Self-Forgiveness statements and speak them out loud a few times and "Hey Presto" you've corrected the issue - No. Trust me you will go into Polarity over and over should you do that. The Key is Self-Honest Self-Forgiveness where I am actually Consistent, Disciplined, Sticking to and Living my words making sure that the thoughts Align to whats Best, because when the thoughts reoccur they are indicators where I am not Being Self-Honest.

You know when you have actually Forgiven effectively as transcending harmful Pre-Programming because I Self-Honestly know I have not bullshitted myself, that my thoughts now actually do Correspond, they align to what I am Living in All Situations, when the moment arises where I would normally react to something in my environment, there is no more thoughts that come up - because inner change without immediate outer change is a Lie and inner change with immediate outer change is Real.


We must test, apply, become, embrace the living word of Forgiveness and only after application and checking results is it more effective, writing Self-Forgiveness without or before application is not effective. There is also no Self-Forgiveness that stands "By Itself" as it is all a Spiderweb part of the whole Enslavement of Self and all Humanity as Billions of Fucked up patterns that need deconstruction and reconstruction to what is Best for all through Commitment.

Also when you do Self-Forgiveness do you only do statements that you believe are relevant to you specifically? I would suggest to keep doing that, but also do Self-Forgiveness for All patterns of Abuse that exist Here whether it is part of your life right now or not. That way you show yourself the script if the point ever comes up, so you can direct the point in ways that are in alignment with the commitment statements placed in my writings beforehand as what's Best For All. So Self-Forgiveness is in Space Time Giving yourself the Ability, Power and Authority to stand Equal to anything that's Here, to participate in any Relationship and Direct it to whats Best.

What would happen if the Demon could forgive themselves? Could anyone be brought back to God as Life? Bernard spent much of his Life helping Demons to find Self-Forgiveness and I am one of those Demonic Beings where I have learnt and am Still Learning that Self-Honest Self-Forgiveness is the Highest Test through which any Evil Being can Transform into Life. I have realised as Bernard did that if I can do it, if I can utilise Forgiveness to transform myself from a Demon into a growing Life Support Based Being, then surely Anyone Can.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every breath how Forgiveness has been completely abused in this world through specific Mind Games based in Emotions and Feelings as Polarity.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise that Forgiveness as myself for myself is the manifestation of me processing in understanding that I am Responsible for Everything of me as whats Here, despite the Minds idea that I am too small to stand equal to anything.


I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise that the systems idea of Forgiveness has actually only served to enforce the enslavement of Humanity as it is all based in appeasing peoples Feelings as opposed to Living Self-Honest Self-Forgiveness where the Human tangibly change on a Physical DNA Based Level

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise that If I give the Responsibility of my forgiveness to "God" or other people, I am actually stating that I am a lesser being not worthy of being Equal to all that is Here as the Living Word which is Bullshit.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise in every moment as this Body that any Forgiveness "Given" is not real because it is based in Enslavement and thus the Only Forgiveness that is Real is Self-Forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise that there is no such thing as mistakes through "bad choices" that Humans present when asking for Forgiveness, it is all programmed and will only happen again unless Self-forgiveness is Lived - because causing harm to Life was made through the Humans idea of having Free Choice to say "No I will Not stand for All Life" the Humans acceptance of Self as Limitation as the Mind Consciousness System, means that all outcomes will be Abusive by Design because that is the starting point of the Vampire like Pre-Programs we allow that make up the Mind Consciousness System.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise that I have selectively used "Free Choice" to stay oblivious to the reality I have seen in Self-Honesty that me and me Alone is responsible for what I have become through constant interaction with backchat as thoughts where I can always be right.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise that it takes 7-14 years to manifest Real Self-Forgiveness in ones Life because Self-Honesty in Living ones words and getting real time feedback of reactions of thoughts and making sure that thoughts and deeds are in alignment to what is best for all is not something you will snap your fingers and achieve in a few months.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise that Forgiveness is the greatest test on Earth because it shows who can Give as they would like to Receive within the realisation that Life is the Real Present on Earth.


I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise that Only when my thoughts align to what I am Living as whats best, Only when there is no more contradictory reactionary thoughts based in Abuse can I say my Self-Forgiveness was effective, because inner change without immediate outer change is not real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that saying "I will face this point" and forgive this point in the future is actually a dis-empowering statement not effective to making Forgiveness sentient, because from my life of testing has shown me that only after testing the forgiveness in real time is it best, because then I can report on real Results which is Empowering to stabilize the effective change through Self-Forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Everything that is Here as Abuse must be forgiven, even if I have not faced the programming before, because in this way I prepare myself effectively for if it ever comes up for me, to makes sure I direct the point to whats best, also those that are dealing with the point now may be supported by the Self-Forgiveness written.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that as mine and many beings that have once been defined as Demons Lives show - Self-Forgiveness in Self-Honesty is the Key to turn an Evil Being of Emotional Destruction into a Being of Physical Life Support.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Self-Forgiveness is the Only Real Forgiveness and everything else is Given by Mother Earth, only the Money system of Abuse as placing Capital above Life that Humans allow blocks the Giving of all Mother Earths resources to all.

I commit myself to investigate the systems that formed my character and eradicate them through Self-Directed, Self-forgiveness worded in Speciifc Detail and spoken outloud , so I can See, Read and Hear the outcome of my Words as I become them as the Flesh.


I commit myself to show that The Systems idea of Forgiveness is nothing but a game of Energy which maintains the Enslavement of all Life on Earth.

I commit myself to show that Self-Forgiveness in Self-Honesty as Living Words is the Only Forgiveness on Earth that is Real.

I commit myself to show that Forgiveness has been Here as a Solution for a Longtime, but has never been Lived as the standard of Human Life on Earth.

I commit myself to show that it is mine and everyone's Responsibility to Forgive Everything that is Here because our Bodies are Equal to everything in this Physical Universe.

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If I want to grow a plant I require the Seed, If I want to have children I have to plant a Seed, if I want to recover the genetic/digital code of Life I require Seeded Words, if I am investigating who I am and who I have allowed myself to become in Self-Honesty I need to look at the Seed of my DNA design, If I want to support another to face something I have faced I have to plant a Seed in Communication with them. Seeds everywhere.

Someone I know lost their crypto seed words for an account recently and I did my best to assist them to recover the seed words to no avail. As anyone will know who has a stable knowledge in their being of crypto, seed words is essentially what regrows your money tree should you need to manifest it somewhere else in the system. Without it, you have no digital template to recreate your Money.

I reacted at first to this occurring as fear of loss for a moment, disappointment for them losing money, disappointment at them losing it through lack of awareness and disappointment with myself not highlighting the true importance of seed words to this person. Then I stood equal in this persons shoes recalling how many times in my life I lost the seed of something, the starting point eluded me through lack of awareness.

Then I considered how common this really is as the pre-programmed systems that make up the mind consciousness system feed on Energy and through our participation essentially turns us into zombies where we are not really Here, but in separation from here through experience as pulsating thoughts, feelings and emotions.


The unconscious mind will more effectively defend itself as time goes on from being rooted out, as the seed of the Tree of Knowledge develops from the programmed seed like a guard keeping me as life away from uncovering the trees roots - the seeds of my pre-programming by inserting thoughts into the sub-conscious that come through as conscious thinking along the lines of justifying why one should remain in ignorance of the starting point of anything as the Seed of Me.

When we are existing as the mind and the longer we exist as the mind, then the more likely it becomes that we will completely "forget" the seed of the problems we have in Self-Dishonesty, because the longer and more effectively you can just suppress and distract oneself from whats here as an apparent solution, then the less you have to consider/realise/understand what was the beginning of me as this limitation? If you threw a seed into a large pond of toxic waste, it would be very difficult to find wouldn't it? And if you kept adding more sludge to the pond it would be even harder wouldn't it?

Just like a plant seed requires the correct rain/heat/light/dark to develop, our pre-programming that is hidden within dimensions of dimensions of encryption will only step forward when it has the correct environment. So if we recreate the environment that activates the seeds system, then you can locate it, decrypt it and take it out in the physical as it is a Physical System that is creating the illusion of control in the Physical. The Anunnaki and them really knew what they were doing when this was designed.

This whole reality was seeded as Nature and what is a seed in essence when you look in Nature? it is a vessel that contains the coded information of that which it is intended to become. This is perfected to such a degree that one can say that specific seeds grow into specific plants as the narrative program of DNA.

This is how we Humans are born too from the Seed of genetic information fusing with the egg as two seeds preparing for the next Human. The Heart, The Breath, the Mind, taste, touch, a construct to fit into whatever system the child is born into and the "I am Me" all programmed in. This I am Me is fascinating as we grow this "I am Me" is where we can define ourselves as an idea of yourself as God to maintain the system of Egotistic Gods all competing with each other maintaining the money system as it is. Why do we like specific Foods, Colours, Music etc? Why don't we like everything equally? Because our seed was programmed to manifest in separation as ourselves then reflecting into the world. It is the Deceit of yourself as the seed, De-Seated from Self.


How can we change the seed of us to be whats best for all life? By going back through the timeline of every part of the seeded idea of the Me as the Mind. To Self-Honestly disconnect the plugs at the core of who I have allowed myself to be through Self-Forgiveness. Through the Desteni-I-Process one can explore the complete tale of events of Self, the Mind Constructs, to get to the nitty gritty of what is within the seed of my Life Design so we can program it to be whats Best for All.

Time to end the seeded Tree of knowledge of good and bad. Lets create ourselves as the Seed of the Tree of Life where Real Fruit is born as a world of giving as you would like to receive, doing unto others what I would like to be done to me, to investigate all things and only keep whats Best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every breath that the longer we exist as the pre-programmed constructs of the Mind, the longer we exist as this pre-designed manifestation of a specific seed, then the less likely we are to find the origin design of this seed, to be able to encrypt it and create ourselves as whats best for all life as the Tree of Life. This is due to the tentacles from the seeds systems defending itself through thought implantation to not investigate the seeds origin, until I stand unwavering as the Breath of Life disconnecting abuse until there is no more thought guards remaining and I can redesign the seed to be whats best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to someone losing their seed words as fear of losing my own words that will give me access to the seeds of Money and of Me, without realising that when I take Self-Responsibility in every way for what is Here, then I will have access to all Seeds that exist Here thus there is nothing to Fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I have lost the seed of many points of separation in my life through lack of awareness of the controls of the Mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that my own Fear of me and all Men in this world losing their ability to Seed Life in Women resonates and affects those around me, so this irrational Fear could feed into myself or someone else losing track of their seed words.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that we are all in danger of losing the seeds of how we became as we are, if we become effective at suppressing and ignoring as a solution then the less we will ever consider dragging the waters again to check the truth of the seeds design.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that some seeded systems are so deeply ingrained that they will only reveal themselves in very specific environments the same as a plant. So I realise that when I recreate the correct environment for the seeds activation, then I can physically decrypt and change the encrypted seed to be whats best for all Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that seeds have such a specific programming design that one can tell from a certain seed what plant it will become - same with Humans, you can tell how the Human will be based on the Seeded Programming of the Parents.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every here breath that the I am Me that develops in our childhood is the beginnings of the Superman Ego as Self seeding itself in the being, where we imagine our-self as God maintaining the system of haves and have not's as ourselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the reason we have specific things we like and do not like everything equally, is because we are brainwashed, our seed was specifically designed to maintain separation and competition as Self as the Deceit of Our-Self.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the Desteni Tools as DIP Self-Forgiveness, Self-Honesty etc, actually enables anyone to be able to go through the narrative timeline to the origins of the seeds of me, to re-design these seeds to be sprouting the Tree of Life as me as what is best for all Life.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the seed of Humanity was designed by the Anunnaki and them to be so specific in its manifestation of polarity friction to fuel Heaven and so to change this will take an almighty effort from Self-Willed beings standing together in unison as the solution to Re-Sequencing the Seeds of Life on Earth.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to lose the seeds of me, through Self-Honest introspection and Self-Correction until my seeds designs is measurably best for All Life in every way possible.

I commit myself to not allowing seeds of doubt as interaction with Self-Sabotaging backchat from the ego trying to defend its seeded origin from being uncovered.

I commit myself to make sure that I live a system into manifestation where All Living beings are provided the best environment possible as an Equal Money System where each one can perfect their own seeded DNA to become whats best for all life.

I commit myself to show that only when a Human reprograms their Seed to be whats Best for all Life can the Tree of Life as Self truly manifest and from this will make a truly perfected Forest of Life on Earth where only the best is designed and the best is the Consequence.

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Time is fascinating, both our idea of Time as the Pre-Programmed Mind Consciousness System where we give our power away to Time and the reality of Time as the cutting edge of Awareness as Breath, where the mind is calibrated to Real Time rather then being based on the Past, Present or Future patterns of the Mind time and time again. Today is 14/02/2021 yet how is this Time-Measurement made? Our specific idea of time as opposed to Real-Time.

We react to time, allowing ourselves to abdicate responsibility to Time - we say all these statements to enforce our idea of time like: Time will Tell, Time Heals all things, I never have enough Time, I like being On-Time, I don't like not being on Time, Time is Money etc.

Yesterday I had to make sure my timing was effective for multiple pick ups/meetings, I reacted a bit the day before about this worrying that perhaps I might mistime something. Then the next moment I laughed at myself, realising how many times in life I have had this worry come up and when I stick to breath my timing is always effective because I am so aware of the space in between each in and out breath, the four count breath and how many breaths I will typically have in one minute.

I forgave myself and as with each time in the past I saw that the more I stand as Breath the more time slows down, the more the whole idea of 24 hours "not being enough time" to get everything done effectively becomes clearly an illusion as well as every other idea I have of time based in Pre-Programming.

History is a timeline that when clearly written out exactly as it happened will support us to learn from our past to make an ideal world that's best for all. But if the timeline is reported within favorable views of ideologies to justify beliefs, ideas, fears Ideals etc then only the existence and maintenance of Abuse can occur.


There is Earth Time and there is Quantum Time as the Sumerians mentioned. Time gives us the actual clear feedback of who we are - is it that we are allowing and accepting what is happening? Going with the flow of our reactions to whats here as our idea of Time? Or are we in awareness Challenging our idea of Time and directing it to whats best?

Humanity has been existing accepting an allowing things to happen, to acquiesce and not allow the time we have on Earth to create ourselves as something of integrity. Rather then using time to sharpen Self-Interest, when we apply the Equality equation to the cutting edge of Time, where what is best for all is created through this Living in Real Time.

We accept and allow things to happen, to create ideologies/feelings that give the impression that things are "preordained" that the timeline of my life is out of my control and I should just sit back and "make the best of things". Instead of considering that the Real Cutting Edge of Time that is best for all is realising that I must change in a measurable way, without this point being clear one will not actually stand as Integrity in Space Time.

In this journey to Life, I write to carve into the stones of the Earth a Time-Measurement, a Commitment a Goal, coding that I must Live into existence. Then I challenge myself to integrate the Coding I have written out for myself, changing through living the principles I have placed as my GPS in my writing. The moment I detect any "I feel better" because of "this writing" it indicates I am not walking the process for real change but rather a momentary release like a drug addict. Interesting when you look at the words Real and Release - we are either Living Time for Real or we are tying me to Time as the experience of a Release which is not Real.

Once we deprogram our brainwashing and stand as breath then we get back to Real Time. Lets make sure you are living in Real Time or there will be no time where you truly exist as a Real Being Living the word of Equality and Oneness.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every Here Breath that the pre-programmed mind is designed with an idea that Time is dependent on the past,present and future instead of realising that the acceptance and allowance of this is designed to only harness Self-Interest as Feelings maintaining what is here as a world of Abuse.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to time as being "out of my control" instead of understanding that I am Time - I Tie Me to Real Space Time as the Physical, if I do not then I am not existing in Real-Time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the more I slow down as Breath and Deprogram my Brainwashing then the more I exist in Real-Time where the fabric of me is what's best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Fear that I will mistime something on a day where I have many points to time well, when in reality I realised as this Fear arose as with every time before that when I stick to breath is actually when I am always effective with Time management because I am challenging myself and living on the cutting edge of time in a ways that's of benefit to all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that when I stand as Breath, then every idea of Time based in Brainwashing is exposed as being an Illusion and thus not being valid.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the pre-programmed mind is based in acquiescing, in accepting whats here, where the idea of time being "preordained" and for sharpening Self-Interest is used to justify maintaining the limited idea I have of Time - whereas in reality the cutting edge of Real-Time is standing as Breath and the realisation that I Must change measurably so that me as Integrity and thus a world of Integrity manifests.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every breath that this journey to Life is to write out my script that I must challenge myself with and Live in Real-Time instead of writing to "feel better" where I am bullshitting myself as looking for Release instead of creating myself as Real-Ease.

I commit myself to dedicate myself to return home which is here as Breath as that which is equal in measurable space and time as the physical.

I commit myself to show that Humanities idea of time as it exists here is limitation as it is based in the idea of everything being pre-ordained and satiating feelings rather then creating whats bets for all.

I commit myself to only engage in relationships based in Real-Time through communication and sharing to establish Real-Trust as Predictability which will stand the test of Time.

I commit myself to show that I will not let go of any learning unless I have brought it back to the Physical in Real-Time where I can see what is worthy to keep as a part of my being and that which is not.

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Dreams are fascinating, there is this idea that Dreams have a "deep meaning" or are some kind of "foresight" for things to come in our life - but what are Dreams really? Why is it that dreams are Always based in fulfilling our Self-Interest as Happiness, Success, Love, being Unique, avoiding what we Fear, Surviving and our Submission to the Mind Consciousness System?

All this focus on our Dreams, is it any wonder why the world has manifested into a Nightmare on Earth for all Life? Why is it when we make a success of something that we can have Nightmares about losing the success?

From what I have seen with my own introspective research in my Journey to Life, is that Dreams are formed through the Memories built into our body that maintain everything that is Here as the code of Human Nature as separation from Physical Reality.

This past week I have had Dreams everyday and generally in the past year I have had more Dreams then in many previous years. I was trying to justify what these Dreams mean, yet it's fascinating how one can deceive ourselves into thinking we do not have Dreams because we are "so stable" as the Physical, when in reality the Dreams have likely been Suppressed through Self-Dishonesty, Drugs and Alcohol creating a Nightmare in our actual Life. This is why one cannot allow Self to be addicted to Drugs an Alcohol as it will cause the Conscious, Sub-Conscious and Unconscious Mind to fuse where finding and stopping the Root issues of Disease in our Mind/Body becomes virtually impossible.

You notice how Hollywood is painted as Dream since our childhood, yet the more you learn about how Hollywood truly operates and what happens to certain Celebrities Sleep/Dream patterns then it becomes clear it is a Nightmare on Elm Street.

Yes there is technology that exists which can distort, remove, suppress and insert Dreams in tandem with MK Ultra and Cloning techniques. Yet these technologies still effect a very small percentage of the population and regardless when one has Dreams at all what do you know? That you are existing as the Mind and have points of Self-Limitation that must be Faced and Corrected.


Deep Sleep has an effect of True Healing on the Body that Scientists do not truly understand, deep sleep does not require Dreams and so if you are not having deep dreamless sleep, then know that your body is not going to be at its optimum healing capacity same as if our Money system is not turned into something Really of benefit to All then a world of Disease will persist and Accelerate.

Yet what do we Humans do rather then facing and correcting the Root of the Dreams we have? We instead look for people to validate our "deep meaning" Dreams, or how "other people" are effecting our Dreams, because we are all in the same boat of being Brainwashed Beings and thus can be Manipulated with such Bullshit ideas. So as long as I can find one person or a group of people to agree with and share my "Special Dreams" then I have found my unique special purpose of Love apparently.

This being done without considering that Dreams are based on knowledge and information acquired in the dimensions of the mind and thus are never a measure for actual Reality Here. Dreams can seem vague or can be so specific and seem so Real because Dreams are formed by the same energetic substance that produces Characters as Pre-programmed memories and all we as humanity have ever known is this and so we cannot even discern the difference between actual Reality and the illusionary Dreamland of our Mind

Dreams benefit us as long as we realise they are designed by the Fantasy based Consciousness we Humans believe ourselves to be, with no direct value other then assisting us to stand up in Self-Realisation and creating ourselves as what's Best for all Life.

Our Dreams are Nightmares for those not sharing in our Dream as the structure of Capitalism shows, where anyone outside of the top 1% is living a Hellish existence of Slavery and Survival. Lets create a Shared Dream that's Best for All without Nightmare like side effects, which is an Equal Money System.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that no matter how my mind tries to justify it, there is no deep meaning to any Dreams I have other than revealing the design of myself I have allowed myself to be as the Lie of Consciousness.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every Here Breath that Dreams are Always based in Self-Interest as the Mind to keep us enslaved as limitation and survival as memory in separation from Physical Reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that every Human in this world focusing on creating value in and pursuing our Self-Interested Dreams causes a world of Nightmares to manifest for anyone not a part of our Dream as the global Money system clearly shows.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that our Dreams are coded by the memories built into our flesh to keep Human Nature in place as Spite to Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Drugs and Alcohol causes a suppression of Dreams which will come forth once we stop our dependency on these things. So know that if you are reading this and still dependent on Drugs and Alcohol you are Not truly aware if you actually still have Dreams or not and the Mind will trick you into thinking you have "no dreams" to face when in reality you will not know until you Truly stop Drug and Alcohol addiction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Hollywood is sold as a Dream to the majority while the reality shows it is a true Nightmare of Epic Proportions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that while technology exists in the world that abuses sleep patterns/dreams, this is no justification to believing Dreams our out of our hands.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Fear that the reason I couldn't have dreams for years was because of having my dreams abused via consciousness transfer and cloning without even considering that I was merely fucking myself up via my own allowance of Drug and Alcohol abuse.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every breath that Dreams can be recorded via technology.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that dreams being suppressed is not the same as having no dreams at all.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that if I have dreams then there is still areas of myself that I must correct to what is Best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that truly deep sleep unencumbered by dreams actually heals the body in a way that Scientists cannot explain.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Believe that as long as I can find one person or a group of people to agree with and share my Dreams and my ideas of them, then I have found my unique special purpose of Love apparently, when really it just highlights mine and everyone who supports my dreams existence as Brainwashing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Dreams are based on knowledge and information acquired in the dimensions of the Mind and thus is no measure for actual Reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that because Humanity has only ever existed as the pre-programmed Mind and our Dreams are based on this, therefore we cannot discern the difference between Reality and Illusion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Dreams are actually supportive as long as we realise they are a blueprint to show where we require to be more Self-Honest to create ourselves as whats Best for All Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every moment of Breath that the money system itself shows that the Dreams of the 1% creates Nightmares for the 99% so in reality Heaven on Earth will only manifest when we create a Dream which is of benefit to all Life with no nightmarish side effects.

I commit myself to showing that Humanity has been Sold a Dream which is an actual Nightmare.

I commit myself to expose anyone who claims they have "special dreams" as being a Self-Dishonest Abuser that has yet to take Self-Responsibility for their Mind.

I commit myself to living the realisation that Dreams are based on the pre-programmed memories built into the flesh which maintain the harmful system of Human Nature as it exists and so we must walk breath by breath until all Bullshit Dreams are ended.


I commit myself to show that Hollywood is an example of how a false illusion of Dreams is actually populated by Nightmares behind this shining facade.

I commit myself to show that the Money system we all participate in clearly highlights how the Dreams of a small 1% Cult of super wealthy manifests Nightmares for the 99% until we agree on a new dream with no nightmarish side effects so Heaven on Earth can actually come into Being for All.

I commit myself to never allowing myself to ignore my dreams or lack there of, so as and when I see my mind trying to justify my dreams or lack there of I stop and breathe, I do not allow myself to participate with these thoughts as I realise the cycling effect of my pre-programming via this means, so I breathe and continue to do so until there is no more thoughts that exist.

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