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Character Dimensions – REACTION Dimension (Part 4): DAY 173
Character Dimensions – (Practical Application: Part 11)
The FORCE - continued
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How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)
This is a continuation and completion of the REACTION Dimension, where we have walked the REACTION Dimension Part 1, Part 2 and Part 3. In this post, we’re continuing with the Self-Forgiveness of the Reaction Energy-Relationship to the Postponement Character/Personality, and then the Commitment Statements of all the Dimensions that the Reaction Dimension would for example connect to as the Thought, Imagination and Backchat Dimensions.
For context from the previous post:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define WHO I AM into and as energy-experiences within and as an complete alternate reality, separate from/of my PHYSICAL BODY, never questioning “but, why – when I am IN this BODY in EVERY BREATH, do I not stand WITH it, AS it, in and as equality and oneness in being able to relate to it, communicate with it, “experience” it? Why am I existing in separation from it in a reality/system as the MIND as ENERGY that I do not have full context, comprehension or understanding of AT ALL, regarding where thoughts exactly come from, how energies are in fact created, why/how does things so seemingly automatically come up in my Mind that I have no control of?”
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to so readily FOLLOW energy-experiences and the personification of energy as the dimensions of Personality as thought, imagination, backchat, and behaviour so often that it’s become so “accepted” – that I never even stopped for a moment to consider how LITTLE I am in fact aware of my PHYSICAL BODY, my BREATHING and my communication, interaction and participation with others in this world/reality as ALL the living beings, organisms, micro-organisms – the actual LIVING REALITY that is here.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, within and as this Postponement Character/Personality, accept and allow myself to participate in, be moved by and so become defined as the energy reactions/experiences of boredom, apathy and then to enthusiasm, as I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the Dimensions of the Mind as Thought, Backchat and Imagination within and as the starting point of energy and experience. Creating a complete alternate version of the actual moment of reality here before me as completing my responsibility as task/writing/assignment/reading – and instead serving my ENERGY EXPERIENCED preference, instead of who I am, here in this moment within completing the writing/task/assignment/reading.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand, that with accepting and allowing such a point in myself and my life as postponing my responsibility to me and my living reality of here, for energy experiences of preference as how I would manipulate myself in my Mind as a Personality within the Dimensions of thought, imagination, backchat and reactions – to actually have a look at how all us human beings have accepted and allowed such an existence, that we’ve been following energy-experienced preferences in our MINDS. Manipulating ourselves with energy from the negative and the positive; attempting to FOLLOW energy from our Minds into Reality. And in this process, postponing our responsibility to who we are in our actual physical living in this world, with the physical and humanity as a whole, that we’ve essentially been postponing taking responsibility for HERE, and now the consequences of this is coming knocking within each one’s lives as the extent of the problems that are accumulating within this world. Because instead of us all standing together, we’ve been alone in our MINDS following ENERGY, compromising/sabotaging our actual life/living in this world/reality.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to through accepted and allowed participation, definition and experience in my MIND, generate all these energy reactions of boredom, apathy and enthusiasm – rather than doing the simplistic practical reality movement of moving my physical body in getting a task, assignment/writing done, that I have essentially accepted and allowed myself to regard responsibility/discipline to be “less than” the positive energy experience preference I created within my Imagination that I followed from my Mind into Reality – “doing others things in Energy for Energy”, instead of me committing to my physical living of me here.
REACTION Dimension: Self Commitments
Thought Energy-Relationship Self-Commitments:
I commit myself to assist and support me, to when and as I do notice/see a thought crossing my mind, as with for example seeing myself bored in front of the task/writing/assignment, I move myself within the directive willed decision of who I am and stop participation immediately, without a moment’s hesitation, through taking a deep breath in and immediately physically, practically moving me to start the writing, task, assignment / reading. As I see, realise and understand, if I do not IMMEDIATELY in that moment practically MOVE ME in the Physical, I will accept and allow myself to be moved by the energy-experience of boredom, and in that relationship to the energy experience/reaction in its connection to the Thought – will accordingly become the thought and energy that will possess me in that moment and take me into and as the domino-effect leading me deeper into the Mind and farther from the reality of the moment here.
I commit myself to stand with and as the decision of who I am, with not accepting and allowing myself to participate in, follow or connect me to/as the thought or the energy in that moment, as I see, realise and understand that if I were to accept/allow this: this is who/what I will become – a THOUGHT and an ENERGY-Experience. In that moment completely locking me into and as the entire Mind in giving up me, my awareness, and my directive will to and as energy to direct, control and determine who I am in and as that moment. And so instead stand with my decision and live this decision, through stopping participation, taking a breath and physically, practically moving me to get the task, writing / reading done.
Imagination Energy-Relationship Self-Commitments:
I commit myself to assist and support me, to when and as I see myself participating in a Negative-Resonant Imagination, such as seeing the extent/amount of time it’s going to take to complete the writing, task, assignment / reading, especially within and as an energy-reaction of apathy – to see, realise and understand that with accepting and allowing this/such participation in my Imagination: I am accepting and allowing myself to create the energy experience of me in my relationship to imagination, as I am the one accepting and allowing myself to participate in, and so connect and so define who I am as that imagination and the energy experience/reaction within it. All of which I can stop in a moment through a decision and an action as a breath and a PHYSICAL MOVEMENT, which place into question really the following “do the Mind really have “power” over/of me – or is the relationship to the Mind’s power actually existent within “acceptance and allowance, I have simply just not realised it”? Because I can make a decision in self-awareness to stop participation, to breathe through the energy as I move myself physically, practically and the energy and the imagination will within the physical, practical movement, the more I stick to the PHYSICAL, start disappearing/moving as I make the decision to MOVE ME and no more accept and allow myself to be moved by the Mind and the dimensions and energies within it, that I have for so long automatically accepted and allowed to define and determine who I am in my life and living.
I commit myself to assist and support me, when and as I see I’m going further into the Mind from the negative imagination and reaction, to the positive as imagining SOMETHING ELSE, somewhere else other than what is RIGHT HERE before me – that I am in that moment, accepting and allowing myself to be taken so far from reality into and as the positive-energy experience/reaction as enthusiasm as the imagination, creating, being moved by and so defined within an energy-experience/imagination, creating THERE in energy instead of making the Decision to be HERE with me as the Physical, and physically, practically moving me in/as this actual real world/reality.
And so, I commit myself to assist and support me to stop participation in creating THERE in my Mind with imagination and energy that has no substance, context or contribution to actual physical reality, and commit myself to instead establish an actual, real, expansion, development, learning and growth of who I am in/as this physical, real world – to be/become a human being that actually LIVE and will have something to SHOW of my life in my relationship to me as all as me, evolving me HERE as a Living Being, instead of into and as Mind of Energy that will only cease to exist at death and eventually fade away in the memories of those left behind – with my existence of no meaning, value, or substance to anything/anyone – not even to myself.
Backchat Energy-Relationship Self Commitments:
I commit myself to assist and support me, with when and as I face a moment of responsibility, and I see, realise and understand that I am accepting and allowing myself to participate in the words “This is going to take too long to do, I REALLY don’t feel like this right now”, and furthermore the mixed emotions that I am speaking AS the words as boredom and apathy, that I generated as me and manifested into my physical through my accepted and allowed participation in thought and imagination: to see, realise and understand how I am using words and their energy-experiences within that, to substantiate the Mind as thought and imagination. Using my words as creations/evolutions constructing my inner alternate reality of personality and energy – instead of me aligning who I am into and as equal and one LIVING with and as words into actual, real physical living within the living principle of equality and oneness as what’s best for all.
I commit myself to show, how – we as human beings, have been defining and experiencing words in our MINDS only within the context that serve our Minds’ Personalities and our experiences within it, instead of us as human beings, aligning our words into Physical Practical Living and aligning ourselves and our living to what’s best for all, and so best for ourselves. But, instead – we have taken words and manipulated, warped and misconstrued it in ways for personal self-interest/attainment, each individual in their personal Mind Bubble Fantasy/Dream Reality creating with words and definitions that only serve interest and experience, No One living in this actual, real physical world – and so now we face the consequence of our neglect, ignorance and abdication of responsibility to living HERE in the PHYSICAL, individually and yet together.
I commit myself to assist and support me, to when and as I see my imagination and experience and so backchat start changing into and as the positive SOMETHING ELSE I am creating in my MIND within and as the words of “I’m going to call up some friends to see what they’re up to, I can get to this LATER” , that is created and substantiated within the energy-reaction of enthusiasm, I see, realise and understand that I am in that moment, creating and evolving into and alternate reality of my Mind through ENERGY, accepting and allowing myself to create a Polarity to the ACTUAL REALITY OF HERE in the Physical, and so making the Mind as ENERGY and experience MORE THAN the actual Physical, Real moment that is before me.
And so, I commit myself to assist and support me, to when and as I see my Backchat going into and as the negative and/or the positive towards the actual, real reality moment of Here – to stop participation, through taking a Breath, and changing me in and as my words – from words of energy, to words of living; through in that moment applying the Directive Will of Me to take a living breath, and apply a living movement within the statement/words of “I am getting this Done” and then actually DO IT. In that moment, changing/transforming my relationship to words as energy in the Mind as Backchat that only serve Energy, Imagination – separating me from the actual, physical, real world as here, to me becoming the living word as “Directive Will” as I will me in the moment to move myself physically and get the task, writing, assignment / reading done.
I commit myself to assist and support me to, when and as I find myself in and as energy-reactions/experiences in my Mind to/towards a particular responsibility and I see, realise and understand the nature of my thoughts, imagination and backchat within the energy-reactions are existent within the context of/as the Postponement Character/Personality: to see, realise and understand that I am in that moment accepting and allowing myself to go into energy-experience, instead of Practical Living – all of which I am ACCEPTING and ALLOWING with simply not DOING the simplicity of ACTION as LIVING to get the responsibility Done in this actual, real, physical world/reality.
I commit myself to assist and support me, to establish a self-agreement with me in writing, regarding my daily responsibilities that require attention, completion and doing – such as school, university, blogging, vlogging, job, home tending/cleaning, cooking, forum participation, chats etc. – and assist and support myself to schedule my day/week in such a way that I first and foremost ensure that I get to the responsibilities in physical matter that really matter to get done, and to once the responsibilities are done within/as my day, to give myself a moment to let go/relax/entertain. In this, ensuring that I Direct Me in/as reality, and in this will also be more certain and assertive to know, that when/as an energy reaction/experience manifest within and as my relationship to any such responsibilities, I commit myself to apply my Directive Will and physically, practically move me and not accept and allow myself to give up on me and give into the Postponement Character/Personality, but implement discipline in my world and self-discipline within me, so that my within and without is equal and one in and as my living.
I commit myself to assist and support me, to within my relationship to reactions as emotions/feelings, assist and support me from being moved and defined and creating with energies in my Mind, to redefining my relationship to words to LIVING WORDS, so that in this process, I align me to actual, real physical living, in contributing who I am to this physical existence, instead of perpetuating the consequences that is manifesting in this world because of all individuals creating in the Illusion of Mind, instead of the Living in the Physical. And so stand as a Living Example, until all eventually realise that what we create in the Mind will not last in the face of the Physical, and so rather align ourselves and our living in such a way, that as we walk here and live here – we establish a world that can stand eternally, for the generations of beings as ourselves still to come, as really manifesting a life that stand, rather than one that cease to exist and only contribute to the sacrifice and consequence of the physical and so all of humanity here.
We’ll in the next post continue with the BEHAVIOUR/PHYSICAL Dimension of the Character/Personality.