Re: Josh's Journey to Life
Posted: 09 Oct 2015, 14:25
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Day 376 – Self Forgiveness regarding person X, Part III, the folly of back-chatting
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in negative backchat about person X. I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that when and as I accept and allow myself to backchat about person X, or anyone or anything, that these backchats layer and are stored as memories within and as my mind attached to emotional bodies that I have programmed and attached to them – and that within this, these emotional bodies activate when triggered by person X doing something similar in the present. Within this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that when and as I am back-chatting about person x, or anyone, and becoming emotional about it, that I am attaching emotional bodies to these memories wherein I am basically preprogramming myself to have an emotional reaction in the future when and as a point in time comes up that relates to these memories of which triggers the emotional bodies to come up and possess me. Within this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that had I not participated in any backchat regarding person X, in the past, and did so by deleting the backchats that came, breathing instead, and releasing these energies through self forgiveness and self commitments, in the moment, that I would have been way more stable and able to breathe through person X’s behavior in this current situation.
Day 376 – Self Forgiveness regarding person X, Part III, the folly of back-chatting
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in negative backchat about person X. I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that when and as I accept and allow myself to backchat about person X, or anyone or anything, that these backchats layer and are stored as memories within and as my mind attached to emotional bodies that I have programmed and attached to them – and that within this, these emotional bodies activate when triggered by person X doing something similar in the present. Within this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that when and as I am back-chatting about person x, or anyone, and becoming emotional about it, that I am attaching emotional bodies to these memories wherein I am basically preprogramming myself to have an emotional reaction in the future when and as a point in time comes up that relates to these memories of which triggers the emotional bodies to come up and possess me. Within this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that had I not participated in any backchat regarding person X, in the past, and did so by deleting the backchats that came, breathing instead, and releasing these energies through self forgiveness and self commitments, in the moment, that I would have been way more stable and able to breathe through person X’s behavior in this current situation.