Day 181/182 - Creating the Other Side prt2
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Realisations and commitments statements in relation to
Day 180 - Creating the Other Side
I see, realise and understand that the actual brainwashing and hypnotic state of self as money has become the actual reality of me and so,- I commit myself to investigate the extensive brainwashing/hypnotic state of self as the money point to enable self to walk the solution.
When and as I see myself react towards the word money - I stop and I breathe - because I see and realise that an energetic reaction is a misalignment so, - I commit myself to flag point such energy reactions in relation to money and commit myself to investigate the starting point of it.
I see, realise and understand that having money or not having it thus determines one's self-experience and the amount of money in one's pocket does influence/effects one's physical survival to such an extent that one is in essence programmed to fear losing money. I furthermore realise that from a very young age we know one thing, one day I will be 'out there' doing the same thing as my parents do, making money to survive.
When and as I see myself become stable/unstable because of the amount of money in my pocket - I stop and I breathe - and through this, I commit myself to investigate the nature of money as me as part of the world/monetary system wherein I energetically react towards the amount of money I have through a process of writing and scripting the solution because I realise that I haven't yet walked/investigated the energy reaction towards money within and without.
I see, realise and understand that one's total physical platform of support crumbles down when one's financial stability is torn upon when one is not even able to feed one's children, self or being able to pay the bills to survive in this world which actually is the petrifying state of absolute horror wherein no one wants to find her/himself within and thus is connected and associated with fear which has been resonating within every word we hear from our parents to avoid ending up 'on the other side' and so we have created ourselves as our relationship towards money within petrifying fear already resonating from our parents when being children, to play along and how to play when being an adult.
When and as I see myself go into connecting emotions thus fear with the word money when communicating with my children - I stop and I breathe - because I have now seen, realised and understood the nature of fear connected with the word money and its manifestation through constant repetition without clear rational understanding of money and so, - I commit myself to educate and investigate the word money and how I exist as it to enable self and others as self to walk the solutions.
I see and understand that in essence everyone knows when being a child what's ahead of us as the money system yet its severely suppressed, to be more accurate we're living in a hypnotic state as long as we are apparently fine and not really threatened within and as our perception of safety as money, we will not wake up to the actual state of this world as I have now seen and observed within and as myself as long as I'm ok-ish, I will not force myself to realign into specificity and utmost detail to break the veil, standing absolute within and as application as the commitment I agreed on living.
When and as I see myself being comfortable within the financial position which I perceive as being bearable - I stop and I breathe - because I see and realise that when I don't push myself to the utmost, change will not happen in the realisation that within the position I stand I'm obliged to self and others as self to force/will self into and as correction because that's what I would like to receive when standing/being positioned on that other side of the coin and so, I commit myself to train and teach self to apply the correction of what I know into and as practical living/expression of and as self.
I see and realise that waiting until 'the shit hits the fan' character got the better of me/us when it comes to money and how we exist within and as it because we're lacking practical application, we don't live what we know into being as the solution.
When and as I see myself go into the waiting until the shit hits the fan character as the relationship connection towards money - I stop and I breathe - because I have known seen, realised and understood the manifested consequences of doing so, which creates the world as it is today and thus, I commit myself to train/teach myself to put knowledge and information into and as application to no longer allow the spell of the hypnosis to get the better of me wherein I suppress the reality of me as the money system.
I see and understand that living awareness is not the same as being aware and once again I've been confronted and faced with being as/of the system and how one within and as a comfortable life can certainly see the necessity of change from an intellectual point of view Yet to thus also act upon it well that's quite a different story.
When and as I see myself go into being aware of the point that must be addressed - I stop and I breathe - I flag point such moments of awareness because I have now seen and understood that awareness without application is soothing myself to sleep because I connect awareness to being on the safe side not yet seeing, realising and understanding that this positive association towards the experience of awareness is actual keeping the evil in place - so how positive is the positive and thus positivity in essence the creation of evil in this world and so I commit myself to realign awareness into and as application to changing my physical reality.
I see that ONLY when confronted with 'loss' /a point of no-return only than I will myself to look within for real and face self into the specificity of the creation of money as self.
I commit myself to train and teach self to investigate all points as self and in through this, I commit myself to embrace money and the monetary system as being part of me in the realisation that what I reject as part of me I can not direct and will be directed by it as the law of this reality.
to be continued
I see that when it comes to money as me I hold back/postpone the moment of actually putting in any real effort of getting to know self as the current monetary system in the realisation that one must study the current/investigate the current stance of the economics of this world in order to understand self as it.
When and as I see myself hold back/postpone the moment of actually putting in any real effort of getting to know self as the current monetary system - I stop and I breathe - because I realise that must and thus will self to study the current stance of the economics of this world in order to understand self as it and so I commit myself to train and teach myself to investigate all parts of myself, including money.
I see and realise that looking the other way within and as this point is still dormant within me as part of the automated me, the hypnotic state, the brainwashed robot whenever its 'doable' for me, within this I do not take anything or anyone in any way into consideration I block them/it just out of not being of my concern, which is the allowed 'ignorance' in essence abusive behaviour.
When and as I see myself looking the other way when it comes to money - I stop and I breathe - because I see and realise that allowing this to exist within and as me and not act upon it I'm deliberately playing the ignorant character which creates the other side of the coin of the monetary system of haves and haves not and through this, I commit myself to eradicate and delete playing the ignorant character within and as self and in others as self through a process of investigating one's starting point of looking the other way when it comes to money and the automation of self as it with the tools of writing, and scripting the alignment as solution
I see and realise that I am leaning on others and trust/hope that they will stand responsible for me, justifying through reasoning that its not my place to stand within and as the responsibility point which is in essence only escaping the reality of oneself and only digging deeper wholes to hide within creating unnecessary consequences NOT only for self yet for others as self as well.
When and as I see self lean on others and trust/hope that they will stand responsible for me in relation to money - I stop and I breathe - because I see and realise that I am only try to escape the reality of me which must be eventually be faced anyways and dragging others along in my attempt to escaping reality and therefore I commit myself to when and as I see myself go into leaning on others to raise a red flag because I realise that I must realign the automation of self as the habitual pattern through a process of self forgiveness, writing to correct the misalignments into and as the practical application thereof.
I commit myself to get to know myself as money within and as every detail of self for self to get to know self within the inner and the expansion thereof to the outer being part of and co-creator of the monetary system of this world/reality and through this, I enable self to walk out of the hypnotic state into awareness and realignment as the physical application.
I commit myself to get myself and how I created myself as money on the table.
I commit myself to study, investigate my side that creates that others side - as the two sides of the monetary coin which is the manifested consequences as the current monetary system.
I commit myself to walk the reality of this world as the monetary system in specificity and detail as and for myself to get to know self as it to no longer allow myself to ignore any part of the world system in the realisation that I'm part of and co-creator of this reality as the money system
I commit myself to walk money and how I came about as it so I can hold myself accountable for what I know and what I live for self and others as self and whether this is best for all or only best for me.
to be continued