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Day 880: My Relationship with the Word/World SCIENTIST
For those who know, I had a L.P. reading done in the recent past that brought up this word in relations to “Being like”, plus a few more Words that I’ll get to in time to come, but for now and so for me to understand the full context in which it was presented, I must dive into from whence I came, to where I’m at, to realizing the walking into and expressing with awareness the redefinition thereof the word (SCIENTIST). Enjoy!
Interesting how when looking at the word Scientist what originally came up was the definition I had when I was a child, as; someone who’ve went to school and learned biology to deal with plants and organisms and molecules and atoms, that looked through microscopes and know what they we’re looking at, as one thing, that I couldn’t possibly wrap myself around knowing or understanding where to start from, because I didn’t go to school (College) and didn’t want to go to school, because I felt that it would take too long and interrupt my Play/Exploration time with what I was doing at the time, as a kid , plus thinking I wasn’t smart enough to understand it, so couldn’t possibly be that and would get bored with it.
Then seeing how others in my world went off to college and then just came back home, I didn’t want to go back home, so used these things as an excuse to not go into something profound, like being a Scientist (or something similar) and defined it as something I couldn’t reach… but now since it came up again, those same thoughts/ideas of/ about Science/being like a Scientist brought me back to the same place as before stuck, where instead of seeing/realizing how there are different aspects of Science, such as the Science of Self and the Science of the Mind and the Science of the Process I’m walking and the actual actions of Specification that Scientist do to reach the understanding of what they’re processing to figure out (to name a few that I can do/learn), it didn’t register how I have in a way been this for myself when walking my own process, but called it something else.
So, for me to look at the current definition of Science/Scientist to see where I can Redefine it for myself to step into, (as a staring point) the living expression thereof, with the abilities I have with whatever I’m doing/learning/walking in my world = The Science of…
Therefore, let me start with the current definition: Science =
The intellectual and practical activity encompassing the systematic structure and behavior of the physical and natural world through observation and experiment.
This as one definition, but what I find interesting it that there is multiple definitions leading to different interpretation (if you will) of the same word/world, that leads back to the same point, where in one dictionary it say’s this and in another it say’s - a systematic enterprise that builds and organizes knowledge in a testable explanation and predictions about the universe, which to me sound like the art of figuring out Preprogramming, in a sense.
But in order to understand Preprogramming one must first understand the Mind in which ‘Us’ the beings resides in our own individual bodies, that’s rarely to none looked at by Science, and when you look up “The Science of the Mind”, all you find is a book by and author proposing a Science with a new relationship between Humans and God, I mean “Let’s keep Ignorance is Bliss alive”, where in many conversation I’ve had with others/knowledge seekers, I find that most, always got to a point of saying, “It’s beyond my comprehension” and/or “Words cannot describe it”, as if to say things are unfathomable and above my head, including me too, I’ve also been one to not question what I couldn’t understand or believed that I couldn’t understand, but only believed what I was told and shown with pretty pictures or words conjectured in a way to make one want to give up after hearing them, we call that having faith or blind faith with hope, especially coming from the religious background that I grew up in, where you don’t question the “Work of the lord” so to speak and/or “God has a plan for you”, and so on and so forth.
So in that sense, to me Science was for those trying to play God, which made a Scientist one who was playing God, (in my limited view of things back then) but didn’t realize the simplicity of Science which is actually getting to know about everything that exist in its totality, with the additive of “AS ME”.
And with the point of “AS ME”, I start with myself, with what is the Science of Me, in order to become the Scientist of Self. Then get to redefining the Word Science/Scientist according to my abilities of Investigating and Introspecting myself. Where;
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look at the word Science/Scientist as something separate from me, outside of myself, with the belief that I wouldn’t be able to comprehension it, instead of seeing the simplicity of Science which entails getting to know everything in existence in totality and specificity, how it operates and functions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to (growing up) instead of seeing ‘The Science of…’ as everything, think/perceive/believe it to only be about one thing (in a nutshell) where, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize how that one thing encapsulates many that drives this Existence and so Humanity as a whole.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that in order to be a Scientist you can only get that from going to college for a long period of time, instead of realizing we are all Scientist in a way, where in its most simplistic form, we’ve learn the Science of walking and talking without following any tutorial but our parents patience.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to let register (in a sense) the process I’m walking as an act of being a Scientist, in investigating/introspecting/dissecting my own words/patterns/habits/behaviors and ‘Mind’, to find out what makes me 'Tick’, Who am I and how did I get to this point of losing touch with Self/Myself, this Body/Physical Existence and Life as a whole, to so correct my standing as all, as life as me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have left it up to others as Scientist to figure LIFE out for me, as a collective to tell me what’s out there, instead of realizing for myself that it’s all right HERE within and as me to do as well, from the seen to the unseen with the naked eye, and take the good of what Science have to offer in this Existence, by way of Investigating all things and keeping that which is good, but not taking anything away from Science/Scientist because we all specialize in something, that have in a way shed light on many things hidden in plain sight in this reality, for the Betterment of Humanity, and Existence as a whole, so in a sense thank you Scientist.
Where, I (as a collective) forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have thought that I have nothing to offer humanity and so left it up to the Systems out there to take care of me/us, instead of also taking care of Myself in a way the System cannot, being that of Correcting my/our own Human Nature, in what we think and how we treat one another, that needs No Science to - ‘Do As We Would, Like For Ourselves’.
What I now realize is that how I/we individually are seeing/understanding things that interest us to our own Self-Evolution, tried out and tested, lived and/or walked through, is the act of Science per se. Therefore, being able to break down into a timeline of sorts how I am/have been existing, to so moving into the correcting/changing aspect for the betterment of me reaching my utmost potential, is the act of Being a Scientist, that for me opens up more understanding of the word/world of Being like a SCIENTIST, the Science of Self and the Science of me, to start from. Happy Journey, as I am a work in progress. More to come…
Thanks for reading.