Another perspective that is not readily understood by many people that got to Desteni by those videos back in 2007, do consider that A LOT has changed in terms of how we relate to this process in a way that it's much more practical, doable and I can speak for myself that I don't go looking back at those videos because I've understood how they were relevant for that time and explaining, yes, a lot of the programming that exists, but ultimately, you can't go through live 'fearing' all kind of programming and kind of wanting to 'save yourself' by not exposing yourself to the world.
I consider a lot of people have that misconception and it's also understandable when only approaching Desteni as all those videos, but haven't really followed what we as a group have been focusing on, realizing, developing over the years which now focuses a lot more on the personal and practical ways to change in a way that it doesn't go focusing on 'avoiding programming' or 'fearing' some kind of mind control lol.
So, how to get up to date to what Desteni is really about? I would say go to the facebook group Desteni-Universe on Facebook, read people's blogs, watch the SOUL and Self and Living videos which are all posted here in the forum for the same reason.
See, there is actually a big process that has transpired since those first portal videos opened, and I'll lay out here the timeline reference that explains some of it, but perhaps there needs to be a public chat to explain this for everyone, since it may happen that some people are focusing on certain set of material from way back and taking that as 'how things should be' and not realizing that as much as that is valid, there are reality considerations that we all as a group have walked and realize work and what doesn't work when it comes to living this process.
So, perhaps keep an eye on the public chat logs to see when this topic opens up as well in terms of where we are currently at Desteni, what the process is currently about so that you can take it at a more doable and practical level that doesn't involve 'going back to watch videos' and that sort of thing - nothing wrong with it, but it does seems to in you cause this idea that there is some kind of 'key' or 'secret to life' given in them as if applying that could change you in one moment. They are keys, but the whole point is in the DOING, the application of it, not just the knowledge and information, so yes in general, it's about stepping out of seeing Desteni as this source of 'knowledge and information' and get to honor it by actually LIVING and Applying the principles that you've learned through it in your day to day = that's what REALLY matters.
So in general, do be aware that some topics, if continued to be around this kind of 'questionings' about stuff that is not relevant to process right now here on Earth, will be moderated to keep the focus where it should belong: SELF Application and SELF Change.
HIstorical Timeline of Desteni: http://desteni.org/about-us/historical-timeline