Here you can take several points - one at a time to not just walk the whole thing in one sentence. First of all the point is to write your day out for example, that's like 'telling the story' of yourself in one day with all your experiences, thoughts, reactions, etc. After that, you're able to write Self Forgiveness upon the points that you see are required to walk in terms of Self-Correction = where you see you have to stop a particular pattern, habit, thought that leads you to create/ manifest certain consequences that are Not Best for All.
"i forgive myself for allowing myself to have thoughs and ideas, that claim to set me in center, to claim myself as a "champion" and the hurtings, fears, deaths, and destructions it results in, with my idea that all occations happens because of me, and my lack of awakeness, myfear of beeing inn los of control, and how i should communicate, and give hope with only metaphysical, knowledge "
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have thoughts and ideas wherein I see myself as the center of this existence, disregarding the fact that I exist and live in a world with many other beings that are also part of this world.
"i forgive myself for allowing myself to have thoughts and ideas, that claim to set me in center, to claim myself as a "champion" and the hurtings, fears, deaths, and destructions it results in, with my idea that all occations happens because of me, and my lack of awakeness, myfear of beeing inn los of control, and how i should communicate, and give hope with only metaphysical, knowledge "
This is the usual example of how Self Forgiveness is used as a form of revamping/ re-enacting a point of self recrimination instead of actually supporting you to Stop fully and completely from 'blaming you' - The point of Self-Forgiveness is precisely that, ensuring that I give myself the opportunity to take Self-Responsibility for my words, thoughts, actions that have made me a 'victim' in this world yet an abuser as well in the same manner due to what it is that I have accepted and allowed to exist within/ as myself....with my idea that all occations happens because of me, and my lack of awakeness, myfear of beeing inn los of control, and how i should communicate, and give hope with only metaphysical, knowledge "
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame myself thinking that 'everything bad happens because of me' and within this not actually taking Self Responsibility and stopping blaming myself which is another way to step out of the responsibility that I hold toward myself to Stop these thoughts, to stop remaining as a victim within my own mind....with my idea that all occations happens because of me, and my lack of awakeness, myfear of beeing inn los of control, and how i should communicate, and give hope with only metaphysical, knowledge "
how is this relevant, what happened, what were the consequences, what experience did that create within you? -i forgive myself for allowing myself for not having a home to call home.
Trying is already saying 'I won't make it' - Directing yourself is the way to ensure you actually do it. Thus see where and how you are sabotaging yourself to not direct yourself effectively in your world and write it out in detail.i forgive myself for allowing myself for not trying hard enough, with my finances, to achive, and find a place to call home.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create and manifest conditions within my life wherein I am in an unstable position, without realizing that I am fully capable of taking self responsibility and ensuring that I can create a suitable living condition by working with the necessary points in my reality to actually do it. - Investigate what is it that you haven't done/ directed in your reality that has lead you to the current situation and experience you're living in.I forgive myself for allowing myself for the unstable condition this, lack of convenience, gives me.
It's not about 'giving yourself awards', simply about accepting yourself to accept yourself, to take self responsibility for yourself as your own creation. If things went 'wrong' it's not a matter of bad luck in your case - see and investigate How it is that you got yourself to this point wherein everything seems so 'confusing' and walk each point at a time, to actually see how you got yourself to the current experience wherein you haven't actually cared for yourself first. Within this, it is to take 'others' out of this self-equation because we cannot possibly base our stability upon others accepting or caring for us. We have to care and accept ourselves first - from there we can only care for each other equally within the starting point of Equality - not developing further dependencies on each other, but to stand as that individual self-acceptance that stands as Life, as the equalization of myself As everything that is Here wherein I ensure I become an example of how it is that I can actually Live and share with others in equality how to support ourselves, which is a cool definition instead of 'care' - supporting becomes then part of 'how we live' whereas 'care' can be carrying self-interest as in having a particular preference or input on something/ someone.I forgive myself for allowing myself to not give my self awards enough, to see, and experience that i am cared for, by others around me.
This is where you can see how it is that you have to slow down yourself, being here as breath to be aware of your thoughts as you are breathing and start self forgiving the thoughts as they come up - this is able to be done when we are in fact 'slowing down' and existing at the physical-pace of breath.I forgive myself for allowing my self for jumping conclutions, way to fast, at tough decisions.
Expand on that, what is 'your creativity' what is it that you are fearing, what is it that you have manifested that now you are wanting to be 'careful' with your creativity - it is through asking these questions within your statements that you 'open up' a point through writing.i forgive myself for alloing myself for not beeing careful enough with my, creativity.
See how between all of the statements that I've quoted from you, you are jumping from one point to another with statements that have no relation to each other as 'one single point' - This single statement can be an entire writing in itself by asking: why do I believe that 'I do not deserve a girlfriend' - what am I believing myself to be to think that I don't deserve/ I am not suitable to have a girlfriend - what do I believe that a girlfriend will 'give me' or 'create' within me, how have I made a believe of me 'deserving' something? What do I believe that a relationship with another as having a girlfriend will make me feel-like or experience. All of these questions and many more can be opened up within that single statement.i forgive myself for allowing my self to belive, i do not deserve a girlfriend.
You definitely have to write about this point which is Actually in relation to the initial 'champion' position/ self belief and idea of yourself. This is what I suggest you expand and follow as a way to start giving you some order and direction within your writings. At the moment we have no reference to this, therefore write about this 'champion' point and stick to the topic.i forgive myself for allowing myself for, not being able to tear my self out of a world "champion", position, that makes others to feel need to help me out of the situation.
Within this see how it is that 'others are tying to help you' and how it is that you can actually support yourself to see how it is that you have created a certain situation in your world where others 'want to help you' without You first allowing you to support yourself. This is where the point of self-creation and self-responsibility is quite prominent, how to stop victimizing myself as in 'feeling bad that others want to support me' instead of going to the root of the problem in looking at How I created this entire situation in my life wherein I took myself to a certain point that is now causing others 'trying to help me,' without me taking self responsibility and ensuring that I start supporting myself to stop that which I was existing as that was not a best for all scenario.i forgive myself for allowing myself, for the energy, that could be spent elsewhere, from others , trying to help me.
Wanting to give 'conclusions' without first giving the first steps is wanting to create a quick-fix for yourself- that certainly won't happen in any way as such 'conclusion' would only be knowledge and information that you can use to manipulate yourself to not stand up and actually walk the process of writing, applying self forgiveness, applying/ living it in your reality as an actual self-corrective process wherein you ensure that you do live and apply what's best for all in your life. For now this point as 'conclusion' is not Here because you are starting to first establish yourself as writing and giving proper direction to your thoughts to stand equal to the point and being able to write about it and share the process along so that we can support when and if necessary.i forgive myself for allowing myself, for running away for conclutions, that is best for all.
To 'know what's best' comes through your own application - otherwise trying to 'know' will only come through as an accumulation of knowledge that you might see is 'common sense.' However, if you don't actually live it and apply it, it becomes just another way to blame yourself for 'not knowing' and that is definitely so, because you haven't actually lived it/ applied it. Thus, this is the point wherein you have to ensure that you walk point by point, stop wanting to get to a 'conclusion' or 'get it done' without doing the necessary work that is required.
i forgive myself for allowing myself, for not being able to know whats best, from anny given perspective or situation.
We are here to learn how to direct ourselves one and equal as our mind - thus whenever you see yourself jumping from one statement to another that have no correlation to each other, you stop, breathe and read again your words and see how it is that you came up with such a sentence from the previous one - if you can't find any actual consequential link between both, then don't write it and focus on that one initial point that you decided to write about in that moment -
See how the 'hurtings, fears, deaths, and destructions it results in' is only an idea of the consequence that your thoughts/ actions create - though you cannot 'see it' for yourself. Thus instead of writing out that which you believe it is causing, focus on what you can actually see and prove for yourself that your actions are creating and manifesting in your reality.
Perhaps something that would support you to be able to be more specific and effective within applying self forgiveness, so as to make sure that you are in fact applying self forgiveness to forgive yourself and not to, like Marlen said, regurgitate the mind.Because if you take a look at your past posts Tormod - here on the Desteni Forum, as well as on the Demonology Forum - this has been suggested to you on various occasions, and yet - you have not utilized this support - so, to be clear, this thread is about blogging for DIP sponsorship in an effective way, wherein you aren't just here to write from a mind-regurgitative starting point, but to actually direct yourself, apply yourself, and walk yourself within the tools and support provided here to show that you are here to walk this process - equal to and one with everyone else that's here.
So, consider this, consider yourself, and consider others who are walking here before you continue writing yourself in the way in which you are currently.
Try to pinpoint how YOU are experiencing YOU within yourself, in terms of thoughts, feelings and emotions - for instance, within these statements you could write down on your computer or a piece of paper:Desteni Scandinavia
i hope there comes a camp in scandinavia.
I forgive myself for allowing to myself for accepting to myself for the prisnipe of hope, that i was to follow a given messure of hope, as an illuition, and not real, and to underestimate the prosess of self forgiving.
i forgive myself for allowing to myself and for accepting to myself, that i would cheriche, and push forward a farm/camp/ranch, in scandinavia/nordic/countries, for a common living and equalety.
i forgive myself for allowing myself and for accepting for myself that i push and that i want a common place for the nordic countries for equalety and living, and for there also maybe find/figure/manage some sort of living, there.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to DESIRE a farm/camp/ranch, in scandinavia/nordic/countries, for a common living and equality...i forgive myself for allowing to myself and for accepting to myself, that i would cheriche, and push forward a farm/camp/ranch, in scandinavia/nordic/countries, for a common living and equalety.
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