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Day 831 – self change and forgiveness
Slowly but ever so surely our world – and everything within it, the universe, the atoms, the elements, and all that is a has been, merges towards total change – into equality and oneness. It’s like seeing perfection and then hearing the screams of separation that taints that perfect picture – knowing that those elements – those screams – from self – can be forgiven – can even be forgotten. Those elements that stand in separation, the inequality, the greed, the abuse, the lesser than, is something that we can do something about – and we are. In fact everything is doing something about it. Everything breathes and everything is working together to create a better world – in the face of our thoughts of separation and limitations – it’s all coming back to self.
It’s about learning to live ones best standards. To be the best version of self possible. It’s about forgiving all the elements of self that does not serve life. It’s about honoring self and life, equal and one. This might sound impossible to many, but then again: I-am-possible. The end of the world, doomsday, have been here for quite some time. Everyday a estimate of 25 000 children dies from not having money to buy good food. The abuse that have been taking place by humans on earth have been massive – and that is a very understatement. But today we know so much more. It’s like we have bitten the apple of knowledge – the chase down the rabbit hole – and now we must deal with our self – because like the rabbit hole, the bible, the matrix movie, modern movements of people, and all prophets have said and are saying, it starts with each of us individually. We are all equally and individually the solution, responsible, for creating a real heaven on earth. We are all equally the key to a better life and reality to share amongst us. At the moment that relies on a few common standards. The one and most important standard, in this quest of self improvement, is to understand and change the relationship to oneness own mind.
When we start to understand our own minds and take responsibility for all that we are, can be and have been, when we forgive and live fore-giving in our nature – reality, that is real change. Like Gandhi said “Be the change you want to see in the world”.
We must start with self, and with that: self forgiveness is inevitable for what we have accepted and allowed to go on in thought (!) word and deed. When we can start to let go of our past emotions and burdens and let go of our torment, that keep us in limiting views and positions, then we can truly start to be the solution as forgiveness, understanding, empowerment, honesty and real life integrity.
This is easier said than done. For me to write out the solution, is much easier than living it in real time. Making a perfect picture is easy – living it is difficult. But we are possible. We all know that we have ways to improve, we know from instant karma what we are doing in our living – that is not supportive – yet we suppress the emotion and – pass that suppression (and emotion), on to the next generation. That is how it’s been for ages.
But let me tell you something of change. I have walked and am still walking through many levels of my schizophrenic mind(s). And I have gone through lot’s of changes and improvement and development of myself. It has been a long and difficult walk, but someone had to do it. Someone had to be the real pioneers for a better reality. To move the first rocks. So I would volunteer and start my desteni I process of facing my darkness. To face all the negative, nitty-gritty, in writing out in self honesty, my memories and by forgiving it all in great detail. You see darkness is only parts of self not yet discovered, so be careful to not judge it. I have been facing some scary and monstrous and very so horrifying elements within myself. I have faced them and I have seen them as parts of me that is not supporting me, not benefiting life. I have forgiven myself as these elements in great detail, understood the point, merged with it, and then I have changed – I defused my emotional memories. I have ended my reactions (of my memories and emotions), and I have merged with myself – fused with me – and become more myself. Through and through, in oneness and equality with life as myself.
So this is a call to let you know that if I can do it: anyone can. Don’t you honestly think our children would deserve a better reality – than what we serve them today ?
“Do onto another like you want to be done onto self”
This phrase of the golden rule is something I am practicing to live by today. To live forgiveness and to practice it in real time. It is challenging but it can be done.
Self change is possible. I am living proof. Give time to: