I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create an experience within myself because of having to eat, drink and live in this reality and judging it as a negative experience within me, without realizing that I have been the one that has created this experience toward the physical living-reality that I participate in, wherein I see that I am able and capable of walking my every day living by focusing on doing the physical tasks and work that is required to be done, without creating an experience out of it.How is that I am so consume with work?
Work consumes me, because I have to survive in this world. The consumption of materialistic stuff that I need . Like Food, Water, and Shelter. Shelter is what I need.
I realize that I am the one that is able to consume myself by 'thinking' and 'feeling' and creating experiences toward that which I see is essential and required to be done in order to survive in this world. I realize that this is certainly Not what 'life' is or is supposed to be - therefore I direct myself to be the point that stops all experiences toward my reality, my every day living in order to realize that I can only create a change in my world beginning with myself, stopping participation within my mind as complains that lead me to believe that something 'outside of myself' is able to consume me.
Ask yourself, what has lead me to consume stuff that I don't need? what is the experience within myself while indulging in buying stuff that I don't need?I forgivemyself myself to allow myself to acept myself to consume for materialistic stuff. I have no need for. Just breathing ,eating and shelter is all I need.
You can utilize these questions to write down Self-Forgiveness on each answer that you have placed here - exampleWhat is my purpose of living life?
Purpose of life is eat, and breath. That is life in my prespective of myself.
How is life life suppose to be the way it is Now?
My presrective for myself life is not suppose to be this way, within myself its in grained into me saying go with the flow and life should be this way. Wich makes me see life in my own reality. I gnore whats around me trying to survive. Saying life will always tis way. Which its not.
I forgive myself to allow myself to accept with myself that life is always this way, My ego saying life is this way , its not.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself to having a 'purpose' in life that I have defined as eating and breathing, without realizing that in this limited perspective of life that I have created, I am in fact manifesting my experience toward reality, wherein I have judged the basic physical sustenance in a 'negative' way, which leads me to create an experience out of living, without realizing that Life is Not an experience created by thoughts, emotions and feelings within my mind, and that I can actually allow myself to expand within my day to day living to walk a process to see what Actual Living can be and who I can become if stopping my mind and focusing on being here as breath throughout my daily participation in my reality.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore everything that is around me as this physical reality, because of having allowed myself to 'think' life instead of actually walking here, breathing, participating in my daily activities without creating a judgment toward it, which is in fact the point that limits me to believe that life is something limited and constricted, which is in fact only the experience and perspective that I have allowed myself to diminish myself to be and become.
I realize that I am living the reality that I create as my own thoughts, beliefs, ideas, perceptions toward reality -therefore I stop myself from creating an experience by stopping participation in my mind and walking a physical-process of becoming aware of myself, as breath, here in every moment and every action, thought that I see myself participating in within my every day living.
So, for example when you already see that this is Not the way it's supposed to be, you support yourself to write down the actual way that you see it is common sensical to live by - this means that you go establishing your own solutions and practical corrections to stop any limitations. This is to not only leave the points as 'questions' that you definitely have the answers for within and as yourself, and instead create an immediate support that you are in fact able to apply in your reality.
So - suggest to apply the same point as above for this last point - the point here is to not leave the points 'there' and still accepting the limitations as 'your ego' and having it end there. No, we are here to rip open those 'fortresses' that we have built as ourselves and walk the necessary processes to walk the correction. So, become the directive principle of yourself: who are you willing to be and remain as within such words? Realize that we create our reality and experience according to our very own thoughts- thus we cannot possibly allow ourselves to remain in such a state when it is obvious that it's not best for all.How am I going blank?
Reason why my mind is blank, I go in denial of myself. I really don't want to do the process of self forgivenensss. But I have to be free. I conformed to this illusion of value system. Value seems to consume me. I read ads hear commercials. These very thing created in my mind "WANTS". I always want something I feel like it eases my mind. Not getting anything produces fear with in me. Always WANTS I end up in denial and diverts me in the process. My Ego.
Push yourself every time that you see that you have not placed a directive-writing to correct the points you have shared, otherwise you are only limiting yourself in your own process as these points go emerging in your writing.