Very cool realization Sean!I felt like she was helping me become more successfull in life. which in reality she was not. I was using her. i mean thats basically what it was. we were using eachother for our own personal gains.
Cool!I commit myself to bring all points of seperation back to self and write out point by point what I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become. I commit myself to start supporting myself through physical means and to continue supporting myself through the physical. I commit myself to stop and breath if I see myself having feelings or emotions related to missing my ex and bring the point back to self and work through it as each point comes up.
lol - yes.I can see how it can be easy to mix it up and go on believing that the feelings and emotions are real and that she caused them. I caused them. I miss her because I felt like secure, I was glad to not be searching for a relationship anymore. I felt like. ok. i have my one. my girl. we love eachother foever now weeeeee happy love bubble lol.
Cool! and cool sfso I really don't even miss her I miss the feelings and emotions. I can see how it can be easy to mix it up and go on believing that the feelings and emotions are real and that she caused them. I caused them.
Cool that you placed this here as a point of accountability Sean - definitely will be supportive to write out the experience within/during/after the dream for yourself as dreams are showing us points, especially within our subconscious mind, that we aren't dealing with directly - so, this is surely a point to take on, as it is showing itself here.I had a dream that my girlfriend called me and wanted to get back together. She was saying how she fucked up and that she wanted to be with me. It felt real. I have a doctors appt. so cant right everything out just want to place this here for now. I was a little upset when I woke up and found out it was a dream.
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