Hi Christopher, there's several sources of support for what you are experiencing
You can check out this page where many supportive blogs and content has been shared
There is also this compilation of blogs by destonians sharing about their relationship and experiences with sex and pornography
And then you can also read supportive conversations in relation to addictions, including sex and porn as well here https://forum.desteni.org/viewforum.php?f=129
Ultimately a suggestion as well is to also look at who are you without sex, relationships and having that in mind all the time? What remains of you if you stop making the point of your writings sex and the relationship with someone and all that it entails? I'm sharing this because many times something becomes a fixation because we actually want to avoid changing or looking, introspecting into other areas of our lives that are in fact a lot more relevant and important for us to focus on. So, consider that if your entire mindset is only focusing on writing about sex and relationship, then there might be other areas where you could also focus your mind and actions to look at, which in turn can support you to also create awareness and develop change in other aspects of your life, which might assist in stopping only focusing on sex, porn and relationships.
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