I remember that when i realized of how system functions, i thinked and imagined for a solution and y wished to be the savior of humanity and having superpowers for stop the groups and specific people that have power and control over the human and intimidate they for changing and the same way the course of human race.
But, when i realized that the responsibility is an individual level this change radically, i saw that is my responsibility but i was not capable of understanded other people, how they dont realized that?. Within this i started to take distance of people and in many cases i felt some grudge about humanity, i started to judge to others and wished a divine punishment over humanity, earthquakes, hurricans, volcanoes, weather inestability, and i dont realized that I did'nt put myself in the place of others i only wish that my will be done.
I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to judge other people when they dont see how system fuctions because i dont understand how they dont realize of atrocities, injustices, because i accepted and allowed myself to see all under my point of view, without put myself in place of people and how they lives.
I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to wish of destruction how punishment when i realized how system functions.
I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to grudge to humanity when i realized how system function and how the humanity allowed to live under the actual economic system, without put myself in place of people and how they lives.
I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to believe that intimidate people is a way for change things without understand how people lives and experienced in this world.
I commit myself to stop judgments and start to live without compare myself with others.
I commit myself to change my inner world before to before to see the inner world of others.
I commit myself to put myself in place of others and share with others as much as possible.