Thank you Marlen, very coolHi Rubén, I suggest checking out this chat about 'changing the world' and the desteni process, since it can also assist you in this point that you're writing about
https://destonians.com/desteni-and-self ... tatements/
Yes, my blog do only scratch the surface - I will see and go deeper with your pointing out. Thank you MarlenHi Rubén, I'd go deeper to investigate 'who am I' when wanting to use drugs, meaning, asking questions like:
what is it that I am running away from within myself?
what is it that I believe I am not strong enough to face or confront in my reality?
What do I want to abdicate responsibility from?
What do I feel is just 'so much' in my life that I then go and entertain the idea of drugs as an 'easy way out'?
What is it that I am neglecting about my own well being when it comes to taking care of my body and my mental health that I believe is just 'too much' to handle that I then resort to the idea that taking drugs will just make things easier?
What in my life am I defining as 'boring' or 'uninteresting' and defining what I do based on energy as positive or negative that leads me to want to experience 'a high' as fun?
Where and how have I led myself to believe that 'living is about feeling good, feeling fun' all the time?
What kind of negative inner experiences am I trying to run away from when resorting to drugs?
I'd start there to actually dig deeper from this, because the problem is not 'the drugs' per se or the experience, but the origin and starting point of what leads you to seek a high. So, what are you unsatisfied within yourself, about your life, about your choices? Is there something you believe is 'beyond self-forgiveness'? Is there something you believe is just 'too much' to bear? or perhaps simply not finding the courage or inner strength to deal with certain consequences in your life and so resorting to drugs and eventually having to be in a mental hospital as a means to 'detach' from having to deal with what you are actually realizing about yourself?
These might sound a bit 'harsh' perhaps, but I know you have been around enough to handle this, so that's why I am pushing the point to see further. Up to you where you take this, I'm simply suggesting to dig deeper from the surface points you wrote here
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