Starting self forgiveness

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Re: Starting self forgiveness

Postby Christopher » 19 Aug 2019, 03:04

I forgive myself that havent accepted and allowed myself to be my own directive principle.

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed to trust in my energy experiences and mind experiences.

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to justify my actions and chioces that i made within my energy experiencies and mind experiences.

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to complain myself and my mind experiences and energy experiences.

I forgive myself that havent accepted and allowed myself to use the energy experiences and mind experiences for see myself.

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to justify my facilitie of distract myself when i am in activitie that requier atenttion and focus.

I forgive myself that havent accepted and allowed myself to work with myself.

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to react with a positive energetic experience when i work with myself.

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to take lightly my process to havent allowed myself to realize that i am activating my personalitie of downplay all things because i feel good.

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to believe that i need my old behaviors and personalities to have allowed myself to define my existence based in how be seen by others.

When i see that i am participating in mind or energy experiences, i stop and breathe, i realize that is necesary be my directive principle for correct my old behaviors, personalities, emotions and feelings.

I commit myself to dont react over my energy experiences and mind experiences and use this tool for support myself.

I commit myself to develop self trust.



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Re: Starting self forgiveness

Postby Christopher » 19 Aug 2019, 03:56

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to leave myself when i feel overwhelmed by my mind experiencies and life experiences to havent allowed myself to see solutions for this experiences.

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to feel exceeded and overwhelmed by my mind experiences and life experiences to have allowed myself to be influenced by this experiences.

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to death how solution to my problems, life experiences and mind experiences to havent allowed myself to be influenced by this experiences.

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to wish for peace in my mind when i am overwhelmed by my mind experiences and life experiences.

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by my life experiences and mind experiences.

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to wish for escape for the bad experiences and hold on to good experiences to havent allowed myself to accept myself for my actuallity.

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to send the shit to all when i am overwhelmed and exceeded by my life experiences and mind experiences to havent allowed myself to acept my actual situation and the same time wish to be in alterate states of consciousness.

When i see that i am leaving myself when i am overwhelmed, i stop and breathe, i realize that to feel overwhelm is a mind creation within i prevent myself give me the time for reflect and understand how and why i am influenced by my daily life experiences to have allowed to believe are the responsibility for a higher force and within this idea i havent allowed to see solutions, only guitly.

When i am look for escapes how death and alterate states of consciousness, i stop and breathe, i realize that is unncesary because i hold on to idea that i havent a solutions.

I commit myself that give me the time for order my ideas and my head and i am capable of resolve this ever think in a way for what is best for all.



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Justifying my limitations.

Postby Christopher » 28 Aug 2019, 02:51

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself laziness when i am learning.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to justify my lazines, saying myself that is how i am.

I forgive myself that i havent accepted and allowed myself to realize that say myself "is how i am" about my personalities, reactions, thoughts, life styles is a mechanism of protect and block myself to posibilitie of see within myself both to positive and negative.

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself to deny myself the possiblitie of change, defining myself " is how i am".

I forgive myself that accepted and allowed myself the pride of how i am, boasting in my past to have allowed myself to believe that i achieved something.

When i see that i am defending myself that is how i am when i am reacting to situations or people, i stop and breathe, i understand that is my real nature and is necesary change my real nature to correct my relation with myself and others.

I commit myself to correct my inner nature.

I commit myself to correct my relation with myself for see how i can improve my relationship with others.



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Re: Be parent

Postby Christopher » 01 Sep 2019, 05:00

A long time ago my work partners ask me, why i think different to they, i havent considered be parent how they, and is something that i descarted during lot of time by the conditions of this world but i believe that educate myself for this is necesary because this perspective can change in the time, the majoritie think that be parent is a inherent in our nature but this world reflects the contrarie by due the education that exist. And therfore i decided to enfatize in this area and give me the opportunitie of develop myself to take charge of a family, i believe that is necesary.

I forgive myself that i havent accepted and allowed consider to learn and educate how manage a relationship and be parent to have allowed myself believe that is inherent of our being, that not requier education or develop.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to resist to make charge of a family to have allowed myself the lazines and think that is a difficult for me to change.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to escape of issues in my relationship, family and looking for distractions, go out with friends to have allowed that i need a liberation of a pressure that it means over my responsibilitie of my family and relationship with my partner.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself believe that the solutions for my issues, disagrees is a look for something that liberate me for my experiences.

I forgive myself that i acepted and allowed myself to feel pressure when i make charge of my family.

I forgive myself that i havent accepted and allowed myself give the oportunitie of take charge of a family or create family to have allowed myself to think that is a trouble for me.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to judge people when i see that they wants to family without understand the state of this world to have allowed myself to see the life of others before mine.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to make that my relationship depends of my emotions and feelings to have allowed believe that this determinants the relationships.

When i see that i am looking for a something or anyone that liberates of my experiences, i stop and breathe, i realize that i can solve the troubles, disagrees thought the write and instrospection in self honest, taking in consideration when i am the problem and how i react when a different situations.

When i see that i am moving myself around my thoughts, emotions and feelings, i stop and breathe, i take the directive principle and i dont allow be directed by my emotions.

When i see that i am experiencing a negative experiences around my responsibilities, i stop and breathe, i take responsibilite over my experence and i realize that is not i am.

When i see that i am avoiding to solve the disagrees and troubles, i stop and breathe, i realize that the solution is a comunication and be capable of be honest with myself when i am the problem, and direct myself corretly for give a solution to problem without reactions and spite.



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Family conflicts.

Postby Christopher » 05 Sep 2019, 19:00

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to activate my personalities of fuck off to all when i have conflicts with my family to have allowed to put myself how the victim in this situation, complaining and think that i take all charges in my house, that i have all against me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react to my mother when she hide of familiar problems and disagrees, to have allowed myself to feel frustrate that i can`t solve and correct the disagrees and problems.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for a escape of my familiar disagreements and problems, to have allowed myself to think that is a more easy.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feed my inner demons thinking over others, making opinions, projecting blame over others before the conflictive situations.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to magnify the problems inside me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to attack myself when i have conflicts in my familiar enviorment for manipulate myself and others, wishing that this situations be resolved to my convenience.

When i see that i looking for easy escapes of the disagrees and problems, i stop and breathe, i take the directive principle without reactions, emotions and feelings, see the problem and i solve the problem inside me in a way of that i don`t project my reactions over others.

When i see that i am thinking over others before the conflictive situations, i stop and breathe. i realize that think, make opinions and project blame over others only feed my reactions and inner demons without solutions.

I commit myself to stop feed my inner demons.



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Re: Starting self forgiveness

Postby Christopher » 08 Sep 2019, 05:56

I forgive myself that i havent accepted and allowed myself work in my relationship with my partner to have allowed believed the relationships are develop and stayed automaticly, that depends of my emotions and feelings and within this, when i am in the negative cycle of laziness i activated all my personalities, thinkig "ahh is unnecesary to put atention this", "i don`t need to work in this", "i am better if i am alone" taking me unconsciously to a cycle of arrepentance and making me questions of why i am decided take a relationship.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to wish of be alone when i participate in my energetic cycle of laziness.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear of fail in negative cycles of my relationship.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to think that be in a relationship is something that take my time, without understand that starting from this is how i develop my resistance of keep my relationship stable.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to project and imagine myself in the case of participate in my cycle of laziness in my relationship.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to wish stability in my relationship, without realize that i must to be stable.

When i am see that i am participating in my emotional states, wishing to leave my relationship because aparently is a many work, i stop and breathe, i realize that my participation in my emotional states, desestabilize my relationships because i am creating an internal experiencies about others and in accordance with this i construc my personalitie and habits within the area of relationships.

I realize that stability cannot be out of me, i must develop and live this, and therfore, I commit myself to take actions and move myself to develop my inner stability without wait that this come for me.



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Self desmotivation.

Postby Christopher » 10 Sep 2019, 04:04

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself participate on my feeling of desmotivation.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself believe that i must feel motivated for take actions of change.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself set aside myself, my work, family and other activities when i feel desmotivated.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to keep me unconscious about my desmotivation.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to look for an escape way when i feel desmotivated, sleeping or stay in the same position without movement to have allowed avoid a physical wear and tiredness, without realize that tiredness is a mind construct to prevent the possibilitie of change myself.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to attribute my desmotivation to my work to have allowed myself create unconsciously a negative mind experience about my work.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to justify my desmotivation to attribute to my laboral week to have allowed myself think that is a very heavy.

When i see that i am participating over my experience of desmotivation, i stop and breathe, if i keep participating in my feel of desmotivaton, using thoughts or actions for support my desmotivation, i am constructing my own experience breath by breath, about my laboral week, resposibilities and activities.

I commit myself to take corrective actions when i feel desmotivate.



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Re: Starting self forgiveness

Postby Christopher » 16 Sep 2019, 03:18

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to leave myself and my enviorment when i participate in my wishes for keep me unconscious from de real life.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself get carried me by my wishes, thoughts and emotions.

I forgive myself that haven`t accepted and allowed myself to support me in moments when i have wishes, emotions and feelings.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to wish of dont participate in my mind, and keep me in inner conflict fighting with my thoughts when my thoughts and feelings are comming on, to have allowed myself think that the solution is fight with myself, judge myself and supress myself.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to laziness of develop introspect thought writing to have allowed myself get carried me by my experiences.

When i see that i am supressing, fighting or judging myself, i stop and breathe, i support myself throught to introspection and writing to see that i am accepted and allowed and give myself solutions.

I commit myself to write to see my mind experiences and keep me phisically stable.

I commit myself to realize that fight with my thoughts, wishes, emotions and feelings is unnecesary because i don`t allow myself to see my inner experience.

I realize that is necesary to see myself and my experiences to solve the experience.



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Re: Starting self forgiveness

Postby Christopher » 20 Sep 2019, 05:25

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to activate my sexual desires when i see an atractive woman to have allowed myself build my sexuality around the image, her physical body, clothing, and objects.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fantasize about a relationship and sex, when i talk with a woman to have allowed get carried by my impluses.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to feel anxious to a relationship when i am alone, to have allowed myself the need of a relationship and sex.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to look for a relationship when i am alone, to have allowed myself to need a relationship.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to hide myself when i feel atracted to a woman, to have allowed fear of myself, fear of consequence of be discover.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to need of atract female atention when i am out of relationship, to have allowed need sex.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to use the images, fantasies of other people for obtain sexual satisfaction, to have allowed myself build my sexuality around the fantasies, images, fetishes, pornography.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself look for my satisfacion during sex.

When i see that i am reacting, hiding myself and fantasizing about a relationship or sex when i have a contact with a womans, i stop and breathe, i realize that all this things are block myself and limit my capacity of expresion, comunication and conection to her.

When i am see that i am defining and judging the physical body of a womans, i stop and breathe, i realize that judge the physical body of a woman is a limitant to my expresion, and expresion of her.

When i am see that i am orientating in my satisfaction in moment of look for a partner, i stop and breathe, i develop my stability and dont allow myself to guide me by my impulses.

I commit myself to dont define myself by my impulses, wishes and old sexual behaviors.

I commit myself to focus in develop my stability in my daily activities and look for new activities for dont participate in my mind.

I commit myself to deconstruct and re build my point of view over relationships.



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The resistance to recieve support

Postby Christopher » 25 Sep 2019, 05:13

I found that i develop a strong resistance to recieve support and correction, in every moment that anyone try to support me i react with a pride and wish of send to shit an person that try to help me, and i look for a reasons for prevent to recieve help and support accomodating inside me to believe that i have reason.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to react with resistance when anyone try to help and try to correct my life to have allowed myself to i have reason.

I forgive myself that i havent accepted and allowed myself to give a space to anyone to help me to have allowed myself feel compromise with he or she.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to justify my personalitie of don`t recieve corrections look for a justifications in my past, where i ever has a tutor or anyone that guide me.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to develop the resistance of obey when i recieve instructions for life.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to feel less when anyone try to teach me and guide me for life.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that is unnecesary that anyone give me a tips for life.

When i see that i am reacting, resisting, and justifying that is unnecesary that someone try to help in correct my life, i stop and breathe, i give the oportunitie to this being to support me and guide me.

I commit myself to dont be a knucklehead.




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