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frank
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My questions

Postby frank » 27 Nov 2019, 10:59

1. A recent problem

I have been using desteni tools to stop masturbation. And it's been effective. But a recent problem occurred: sometimes the pornographic images or simply pictures would automatically come in my mind and I would feel something happened on my right foot, then I would be possessed by mind program. I cannot delete them instantaneously in most cases. Only after a while I can delete them. So, how to deal when you in such situation with effectiveness and specificity that to the point you can make this would never happen?

2. shape-shifting left mind

My mind always shift from my right side(father) to my left side(mother) and then go back to right... this shifting has occurred frequently in my life. My mother side is a shape-shifting mind, which can shift into different nationalities. Weird? Yes. when I remain in my right side of the system, I'm quite fine. But When I shift into my left side, I would see my father's image come into my mind and influence my mood. How does this mechanic operate? And how to practically stop mind shape-shifting and have a stable mind?

3.Natasha

my interpretation of the word is following: Na(nothingness, life) + Ta(tie) +Sha(that which is seeing, physical reality). Am I got this right? Or life is something beyond the nothingness? Maybe the 'S' symbolizes something greater?

I blame the security checking, makes me type this post all over again.



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Re: My questions

Postby frank » 27 Nov 2019, 13:08

4. Schizophrenia

Sometimes I could experience a madness in mind. I don't really know it's schizophrenia until I read one of it's symptom: lack of emotional expression. Which is exactly what I experienced while in this mood. And of course, mind in a mess.

So, what is the nature of this illness? How to cure it with efficiency? I know forgiveness helps, but in this it's quite disastrous.



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Re: My questions

Postby Marlen » 28 Nov 2019, 19:40

Hi Frank, on your question about schizophrenia, here's an audio that explains in detail what it is:
https://eqafe.com/p/interview-request-schizophrenia

This interview focuses on answering the following questions about Schizophrenia:

Why was schizophrenia created?

How was it created?

When was it created?

How can I use my former experience with schizophrenia to benefit me in ordinary life?


Hopefully Tormod will share back more about his experience with Schizophrenia and walking his process, but you can already find his blogs and vlogs here:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gwJ0mQpprrI


https://tormodhvgj.wordpress.com/

https://tormodprocess.wordpress.com/

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwMAgx ... q4R2mr2ZRQ



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Re: My questions

Postby Gabriel » 29 Nov 2019, 20:35

I have been using desteni tools to stop masturbation. And it's been effective. But a recent problem occurred: sometimes the pornographic images or simply pictures would automatically come in my mind and I would feel something happened on my right foot, then I would be possessed by mind program.

Hi Frank, if the images come up in the way that you describe - that may indicate that there are still points and dimensions relating to those images that you have not yet released through self-forgiveness.

If it is too much then you can do something else for a moment such as running or jumping around or doing push ups - anything to get you to stabilise within yourself and your body. Then, you do your self-forgiveness out loud.

The fact that you would experience some form of physical feedback or movement in your foot merely reflects that your mind and body are 100% interlinked. The programs that you access are stored in your body and muscles - this is not a catastrophe - it is part of the process that we walk. So when you experience a twitch in a muscle or some kind of other automated unusual movement, then you know 'aha' I am accessing some kind of program - but that does not mean that you are 'posessed' in the sense that you have no more control over yourself.

You are still here - you breathe - you can at any time ground yourself by stopping whatever it is you are participating in in your head and use your body to place your focus in the physical.



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Re: My questions

Postby frank » 03 Dec 2019, 13:20

So when you are in the schizophrenia mood, what can you do to support you except the medicine?



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Re: My questions

Postby Marlen » 03 Dec 2019, 20:07

So when you are in the schizophrenia mood, what can you do to support you except the medicine?
Hi Frank, are you sure you have read, watched and looked at Tormod's supportive sharings on the topic? He explains it there, please take the time to do so, schizoprhenia and using Desteni tools to support himself is his specialty.



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Re: My questions

Postby tormod » 06 Dec 2019, 11:15

Hi Frank - greetings. Sorry for my late reply, I was out traveling to for about a week.


Glad to see you here. I am also born with schizophrenia, and have been using the tools that is provided from desteni to understand myself and also heal for 8 years now.

You have already been given some links to my material and also the eqafe request on schizophrenia.

Your questions:

1. When you experience porn/sex images in your head, even after having ended a addiction to such, be humble with it, find solutions to how you can "be good" to you - without the desired pictures in the head. I have found that my masturbation is so endless much better today - because I am able to do it with me - to me. A real intimate act with only me - without the pictures - only me - honoring my body. And masturbation is a good support for the body. and with schizophrenia you need all the support there is. So be humble with self, find some safe and sound routines to support the body. I recommend working out, swimming and yoga. Cold showers/bath is also a nice experience.

2. You say shape shifting mind. I say that your mind is projecting itself into a new unit. Can you agree ? Your mind duplicated itself into more units, so that you have to be responsible for many different minds. So again to find grounding, stability and sanity in the physical reality, and to do what we can to end the occupation with the metaphysical world - and find self here. Grounding in the body from walks is some of my medicine.

3. Your interpretation of the word Natasha is fine. But can you use it to something purposeful other than to stimulate the mind ? Look at the word GROUNDED - what is GROUNDED to you ? Grounded like a tree, or a rock ? Or the word STABLE or CALM, or AUTHENTIC (.....) Remember to define them into something that can serve you, that makes practical sense & support for your everyday.

4. So what you are asking here is about the trouble, the suffering of schizophrenia. And I would like chat with you before we go further. Are you on facebook Frank ? Here is my url : https://www.facebook.com/tormod.hvidstengjedrem

It would be great to chat with you on how to do this as neat as possible and to make sure we are in the same tune.
Looking forward to chat with you.

See you around




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